Why is it so Complicated? - Raura Story

Chapter 16 (I'm Late)

LAURA
Two Months.
It's been two months since he stopped hanging out with us. Two months after he left us. And guess what, those two months made him worse. He began to call other people names which are inappropriate, he began to bully other people, he became a war freak, he became the exact opposite of the Ross I loved... LOVED? I don't think so. All I know is that he changed and I don't know him anymore.
Right now I'm with my friends, casually eating our lunches. Fortunately, he hasn't picked on us yet. I look over to the populars' table but quickly regret it. I saw Ross smirking with his so called 'friends' as he came towards us. Next thing I knew, he sat next to me and put his arms around my shoulder.
Ross: Hey guys! Long time no chitchat.
Laura: "What brings you here jerk?" I quickly snap back while unwrapping his arms around me.
Ross: "I don't think that's the right way to treat your best friend Laura." He said not removing his idiotic smirk.
Laura: Who said we're best friends?! I hardly know you!
Ross: Yeah you're right...
Then there's a dramatic pause, I turned around to see everybody silently watching us. Why do they have to be so nosey?!
Ross: "...Why would I be friends with a dorky, worthless and no good loser?!" He said directly to my face.
I heard "ohhhs" and gasps but I didn't really care. All I could think of is what he just told me, am I really that bad? I was shock, angry but mostly hurt. How could someone change to his complete opposite in two months?! I am hurt... completely and deeply hurt. I can't help but tell him everything I wanted him to know. I know this could be a big mistake but there's no backing out now. I wanted him to know.
Laura: Listen up you douche bag! I don't care if that's what you think of me. If you think you are great enough to criticize other people you should think again, cause you are not! The Ross I know before don't call people inappropriate names, he doesn't bully anyone and mostly he loves and cares about his friends, his REAL friends. You think they are your real friends? Guess what they are NOT. Do real friends change a person to become worse? Do they teach you to become a bad person? The answer is NO. We were your real friends Ross but you left us... We loved you Ross... I LOVED YOU.
I started to walk few steps away from him. But then I turned back to him.
Laura: "And your promise..." I scoff. "...yeah right. It was more of a lie."
I guess it's true... "PROMISES ARE REALLY MEANT TO BE BROKEN."
I turned around and ran towards the door. I am now loudly sobbing, I need to get out of here as quickly as possible. Before I knew it, I was running as fast as a fox. Running like there are hunters chasing after me, but to me it is pain who's chasing me.
Soon after I found myself outside the premises of our school, I am on the streets now. I was busy thinking, running fast and crying that my vision starts to blur and I didn't notice vehicles coming towards me. And the moment I turned, I was hit by a moving car. I fell on the solid road, then heard someone yelled my name. I am too hurt -both physically and emotionally- to look at the person who just screamed my name. The pain just got worse and the next thing I knew, I blacked out.
ROSS
Did I just do that? Ugh! What happened to me? I was too busy cursing myself when I felt a warm and hard hand hit my cheek. It was Ellie.
Ellie: Why did you do that?!  Who are yo to do that?! I'm so done with you! I don't know you anymore. You're not my best friend Ross, you are the jerk Ross. What happened to you? I remembered when you said you like Laura and the next thing I knew you are dating Megan. Then you became like this! You know what Ross, Laura loved you. But after what you did to her, I don't know... You've changed Ross... We don't know you anymore...
And with that she left together with Miranda and Luke, who gave me disappointed looks.
Laura loved me.
What have I done?!
I started running fast - faster than I could ever imagine - trying to catch up with Laura. And thanks to my long legs, I saw her from a distance.I started running faster but the next scene I saw shattered my world. Laura was hit by a car.
I stopped for awhile and screamed her name, but she didn't move. I then raced towards her and what I saw crashed my heart -blood in her face, blood on the road, blood everywhere and an unconscious Laura on the ground.
I craddled her in my arms and turned to everybody watching.
Ross: What are you watching?! Call a freaking ambulance!
A woman in her mid 40's quickly dialed a number and spoke directly to the person in the other line. After a minute, she told me the ambulance is coming. I thanked her and turned my attention back to Laura who is still unconscious.
Ross: I'm so sorry Laur.I regret all the things I said and done to hurt you. You're not worthless and you are definitely not a loser. You may be dorky but you're ADORKABLE. That's what I love most about you. You're not afraid to be yourself. You are just being yourself, being good to everyone, you don't deserve this. I'm so so so sorry Laur! I miss you Laur. Please wake up... I need you... I LOVE YOU.
I said the last part silently because I'm so embarrassed that I didn't  tell her or show her how important she is to me before all of these things happened. I'm now uncontrollably crying. I might have said it now but I think I'm already late.
I feel her hands become cold and pale and after a second, I didn't feel her pulse beating.
Right now I don't THINK I'm late.
I KNOW I'm late.
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Ohhhhhh... what an emotional chapter... ;) ;) ;)
So I just decided I will continue my story (even if only 2 commented) but like I said only 3-5 chapters are left and this story is going to end soon. I still hope though you will read this story until it ends.
In other news, HAVE YOU FREAKIN SEEN THE MUSIC VIDEO FOR SMILE?!?!?!
Sorry but it's just sooooooo goooooooood!!! It's my fave MV from them! They just seem to be so happy (and SMILEY ;) if I may say) with each other and I love it! If they want to see us smile, we also want to see them SMILE!
In other HAPPY news....
IT'S CHRISTMAS EVE!!!
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Soooo I won't take this longer than it is now....
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!