In love with my best friend

Pushing Him Away

Grayson: What happened?

I was already asleep, he carried me to his room, and laid me in bed. I woke up at four or five. I wasn't really sure, Gray was already awake.

Grayson: Hey sleeping beauty

Izabella: Hi

Grayson: How are you feeling?

Izabella: Cold

Grayson: Want some coffee?

Izabella: No, I just wanna lay here with you

Grayson: What's going on?

Izabella: I don't want to talk about it right now.

Grayson: Bella you almost froze to death last night, talk to me.

Izabella: It's nothing I just needed some air

Grayson: Likely story

Izabella: We've gotta get ready for school

Grayson: Long weekend some school holiday?

Izabella: It's Tuesday

Grayson: I don't make the rules

Izabella: Can we go to the beach? We'll make a whole thing out of it, you, me, Nova, and Jaxson.

Grayson: Button, please talk to me?

Izabella: I will, I have to tell all of you something anyway. It will be easier and I need to get away for a little while

Grayson: Okay.

I kissed his cheek and he held me.

Grayson: I'm worried about you.

Izabella: I don't need you to worry right now. I just want to have fun and be a teenager.

Grayson: I'm still gonna worry, but I'll do it silently

Izabella: I can settle for that.

I kissed his cheek and got out of bed.

Izabella: I'll ask Nova and Jaxson

Grayson: I'll book a room and start packing.

I texted Nova she was in and Jaxson just followed. Which worked out for me. I needed a distraction, and being with my friends would help. I went home, snuck in really, didn't want anyone to know I was there but I got caught.

Dad: You're okay, thank God.

Izabella: Not like you care.

Dad: Watch your tone young lady.

Izabella: Don't talk to me, if you cared you would've talked to us. You would've talked to me... I've always been able to come to you with my problems. I've always been Daddy's little girl and you- you tore away my childhood. My home, my friends, my future. Not that you care but I got a full scholarship to UF. But now I can't use it because we're moving

Dad: I'm sorry Bella

Izabella: SORRY doesn't fix what you did. You get my house back, you get my childhood home back, and maybe just maybe I'll forgive you.

I ran upstairs and locked my door. I packed my journal and my clothes for hot and mildly cold weather. After all it gets colder on the beach at night. And I was hoping to have a romantic walk with Gray. Part of me was hoping that I wouldn't have to move but if I did. If worse came to worse I need a few days to love on Gray before I had to push him away.

I grabbed my bag and left mom a note to explain where I was going. I took all my money out of my piggy bank. I changed into something a little more how should I say mine and walked back to Gray's. Our spontaneous adventure began, we went to get Nova and then Jaxson. Then we headed to a resort on the beach. How Gray got the money to do so I don't want to know but It was beautiful. We talked, we sang, and we danced. It was just wonderful, we stopped twice to get gas and snacks. Nova and I took pictures. We forced the boys to take them with us. I got one of me on Gray's back kissing his cheek. It is now my lock screen. We got to the resort and I just wanted to swim. Though I could tell Gray was skeptical because of last nights incident that I was trying oh so hard to forget. Jaxson and Nova had their own room so when I started to change into my swimsuit Gray stopped me.