Make Love To You

3

"Bibi!!"

"Ano?!"

"Pumayag ka na kasi!!" I said as I playfully disturb his driving

"Asha ang kulit. Ayoko nga!"

"Ayaw mo ba ko matuto magdrive?!"

"Lagi naman ako nandito di mo na kailangan magdrive bibi"

"Eehhh!!"

"Behave Asha. Tsk!"

"KJ psh"

"Delikado sa daan Asha. I'm just scared for you"

Tumingin na lang ako sa labas not knowing his attention was kept on me.

"Asha..."

He reached for my hands pero pagtingin ko sa harap ng daan we were already about to hit a truck. Sumala na pala kami sa lane na hindi niya napapansin because he was looking at me.

"Lyndon!"

"Sht!!"

The next thing I knew nasa ospital na ko when I woke up.

"Lyndon?!"

"Asha. Asha anak calm down"

"Where's Lyndon ma!"

"Nasa kabilang room lang anak ano-"

Hindi ko na pinatapos si mama and removed the dextrose from my hands.

"Asha!"

Tumakbo na ako agad palabas ng room and went searching for Lyndon.

Nang makita ko yung room niya I immediately went in.

"Lyndon?!"

He was staring blankly at me before he spoke up.

"Sino ka?"

"Anak... don't you remember her?" Tita Alissia asked him

"Who is she?"

"Kababata mo siya anak. She's also-"

"Asha? Oh!! Si uhugin! Hi!"

He doesn't remember me as his girlfriend but he knows I am his childhood friend. Sabi ko noon. Okay lang. At least he knows me.

I talked to his parents and knelt down outside his room

"I'm sorry... this is all my fault I'm sorry"

"Asha. Iha tumayo ka dyan. Hindi mo kasalanan. Aksidente ang nangyare" Tito Fred

"B-but..."

"Stop it now Sophie dear. Ang mahalaga buhay siya di ba? Maaalala din niya anong meron kayo. Magtiwala tayo sa anak ko"

Years. I blamed myself for years. Kung hindi ako nag-inarte hindi sana mawawala ang focus niya sa pagmamaneho. Hindi sana kami maaaksidente.

We tried to give him ideas of what we were in the present but he just responds on it negatively that pains me.

One time that we tried it again, sumakit ang ulo niya. Akala ko, ayun na, maaalala na niya ako bilang girlfriend niya but no. He even forgot me as his childhood friend

"I don't have a childhood friend. Lalo na babae?"

Ang sakit pero tinanggap ko. Kasi kasalanan ko ehh. Pero things became harder as time went by. Hindi ako makapagpakita sa kanya because we took it as a precaution sa kondisyon niya. Pero lagi pa rin ako nakasunod sa kanya.

Pero ewan ko ba. Parusa ba sakin to? I saw him at the bar kissing and making out with other girls. Pasalamat ko na lang ata na hindi umaabot sa sex ang ginagawa nila.

We haven't done it ourselves but we make out. We kiss and make out.

Pero... sobra na ehh. Ang sakit na. Ako yung girlfriend. Mas masakit pa ata tong ginagawa niya saken kesa sa breakup ehh. Kasi di naman kami naghiwalay. Hindi niya lang ako naaalala.

When we reached his condo unit hindi ko alam anong mararamdaman ko. We always hung out in here. Dito kami lagi magkasama simula nung tumanda kami lalo na if both our parents have some business to do, and ever since the accident, ngayon lang ulit ako babalik dito.

Pagpasok na pagpasok pa lang namin he pinned me towards the wall and smashed his lips on mine.

While he was busy with my body, my eyes roamed around his place, wala pa ring pinagbago. Nawala lang lahat ng pictures ko dito.

Tita Alissia asked to my permission to do it and I agreed. Pero masakit palang di ko makita yung bakas ng relasyon naming dalawa.

"Aahh!" I screamed when he pinched my nipples and kissed my neck.

"I can't stop sht"

I held his face and kissed him passionately. Please remember me Lyndon... I beg you. Eto na lang pag-asa ko.

Parang natulala siya sa ginawa ko but I just continued. I need to make him feel that I love him... even for the last time.

He held my waist and pulled me closer, maya maya lang binuhat na niya ako papunta sa kama niya. He stripped me naked and kissed every inch of my body making me scream in both pleasure and pain.

"Ahh!! L-lyndon please!"

"Can I?" He asked

"Please!!"

With that he stripped himself naked and positioned himself above me. He kissed me again before he entered himself to me.

"Ahh!!"

"Y-you're a virgin?!"

"I-Ituloy mo na lang please!"

"B-but" I pulled him close and moved myself kahit masakit. Andito na to. Hindi na ko uurong. Tears were falling from my eyes with all the pain I am feeling.

"Sht! Fck! Y-you're so tight ahh!!"

"Ahh ahhhh fck!"

"Ahhh I'm coming ohh sht!"

"Ahh!!"

Few more thrusts and we came. He laid on top of me but I still felt him moving

"Ahh!"

"I can't stop sht"

With that he began fcking me again and again hanggang sa mapagod na siya. Hindi ko na namalayang nakatulog ako pagkatapos nun.