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7th Anniversary

What is time really?
Like this.. I feel like I'm seeing a rock on a beach that has changed all of a sudden.
Short if short... Long if long.  It has been 10 years since I moved to Seoul from the Nonhyeon-dong accommodation in the summer of 2010.  I think I'm really a citizen of Seoul now.

Due to the nature of bulletproof, I thought we had witnessed our past and the first time so often, but when I opened the debut photos one by one, I wasn't the same as I knew, so it was strange and unfamiliar.  Gestalt...
I made my debut as a foil firm rap monster, and I thought it didn't seem like it had changed since it was so strong.
People of different ages stood there and smiled sadly.

Um... I practiced choreography today and laughed a lot with my friends.  Immediately after my debut, I thought of a letter full of passion that would surely make you proud.
It's like a date... It seems like an anniversary is a special milestone in a life that is almost free.
It's amazing that numbers make you feel better.

I am
It's only a little breathless.
I'm just glad I can run together in a healthy, smiling way.  When I look around, I see friends who are much nicer and I catch myself.  Some of the hot things that can't be explained... can't be explained, even after 7 years.  Sometimes I miss, but the moments that will never come back.. But I was happy because it was then, and I am happy because I am now.  It's a bit embarrassing because the sharp edges are all over the place, but yesterday I am definitely me too!  I wanted to see a photo of my graduation album that I had torn a long time ago.  (You'll regret it at first sight..)

Today, I thought while watching the overflowing news.
What is different from the world 7 years ago and 10 years ago?  What have I been doing?  Void shouts, meaningless gestures... but hot loves all over the earth that never let it remain.  I still worry about what I can and cannot do in the midst of a feeling of helplessness.  Like this, I have been living for 7 years.  Thank you for letting me live, and not giving up to the end.  thank you so much.  I'll try hard like I cried for 7 years.  Starting with Bang Bang Con tomorrow!
Still, I still want my love to pass.  I love you more than love.  army.

-Nam Joon

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No thank you, thank you for sharing your music with us. Thank you for not giving up when everyone feels hopeless already, THANK YOU for choosing BTS. When you were asked to choose between BTS or to be a solo artist you choose BTS.

I have never felt this dear to you guys, you are one of the reasons i am when everyone leaves and i am alone in this room.  but ever since i got to know you guys, i never felt alone again.  May god give you health and happiness always💜💜💜💜💜