132 - Chemical Prisoner

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I walk a fine line between coping and insanity. The right pills right now would be the wrong time. I have a hard time between flying and sobriety. The wrong thrill, strong will to keep myself alive. I've watched this rip apart my family. Fuck that, I'd rather die with honor. But when the drug is running through me, I can feel no pain. It's not worth the price I pay.
     It's so hard to be together, and I try, and I try. But it won't get better, forever.
Days go by. I won't die because I must try forever. I missed a phone call from a friend I knew the other day. It's strange, it changed my life forever. A couple days go by, I found out that he passed away. The right drug, wrong time, and he'll be remembered. There's two wolves, battling inside right now; one's good, the other one is evil. If you're wondering which wolf inside will succeed, it's simple. It's the one that you feed.
     It's so hard to be together, and I try, and I try. But it won't get better, forever. Days go by, but I won't die because I must try forever. It's so hard to be together, and it won't get better. Days go by, but I must try forever.






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