God Is A Woman. /KTH/

26

"Are you fucking kidding me?" Taehyung stands up, slamming his fists on the table in anger,

"Taehyung, calm down." Jin says as he leans back on his chair.

"Why should I calm down? This is fucking ridiculous. How can he do that?!" Taehyung yells, his furious screaming causing me to shudder. His gaze moves down onto me and he sits calmly back down, placing his hand over mine and rubbing his thumb over my fingers.

"This is our job, we have no choice, if we argue we might join them." Yoongi states, staring at our hands,

"Can I be with Yoongi hyung?" Jungkook asks, looking up at Namjoon hopefully with his big doe eyes.

"Coincidentally I was given the groups to put you in and indeed you are with Yoongi. Ari and Taehyung, you're together. Jin and Hoseok. I'll be watching over the main area with Jimin." Namjoon nods before leading us out of the room.

We all follow reluctantly. Tae holds my hand extremely tightly and I can feel the anger radiating off him.

Of course I'm angry too but showing my anger has never helped me in the past. It's just gotten me into even more difficult situations.

"Tae, don't be mad, it won't help anything." I use my free hand to rub his arm gently.

No reply.

All he does is look at the floor, the fury still flowing through his veins like hot lava. His expression says it all.

"Taehyung, you seriously need to control yourself, these are orders, do as you're told." Namjoon says sternly, turning to face us. Taehyung doesn't even look up. "Taehyung."

"Yeah, yeah, whatever." he mumbles angrily at Namjoon before walking at a quicker pace past him.

I scurry on at his side in an attempt to keep up with him.

"Taehyung, he's right, being mad won't help this situation, we just have to do as we're ordered to do." I look up at him, he glances back at me, his gaze softening for a moment before becoming cold and unfriendly once again.

"I don't understand how you can be so calm about it. He's going to kill them, he's going to kill them all." Taehyung mutters to me,

"You're right but if we fight back it will just become more difficult. Come on, Tae, you know how much this is killing me too but there's not much we can do. Do you want to go back to cutting my arm or even having me gassed? Mr. G may be a horrendous person but we have to follow his orders."

Taehyung grabs my arm, pulling us away from the rest of the group as he mumbles to them that we'll catch up.

"It's not just that, Ari, I've had to put up with Mr. G for a long time, I know how horrendous he is, but seeing it all, knowing what's going on it-it just reminds me of the past, I-I-"

"Taehyung, it's okay." I cup his face with my hands to soothe him. "It's okay, don't worry, I'll look after you."

"No, baby, it's not like that. You-you haven't seen how I become, you should be afraid, you should be afraid of me, Ari." he places his hands on top of mine as his deep brown eyes stare into my soul. "I'm sorry for bringing you closer to me."

"Don't apologise, I'm not afraid of you, Taehyung, I know what you're like in your heart. I will help you." I say,

What's he so desperately hiding from me?

What happened in the past?

Why does he think I should be so afraid of him?

His eyes look down at the floor, nervousness spreading across his face before he pulls my hands away and holds them instead.

"When you see what I'm really like, you won't want anything to do with me."