Casey's POV
Telling Renata the bad news was heart breaking for me. I just couldn't bear the see the happy expression on her face change. It was hard but I had to do it.
Me: Well when I woke up this morning I got a notification on twitter from Big Concerts and it says that all the tickets have been sold out. As well as back stage passes and I tried to book at the hotel they will be staying in but its full. Im sorry Nata I know how much yall wanted this but its out of my control now...
I Sob quietly
Renata: Casey its not your fault....
Casey: I cant help feeling like it is....Im sorry I let you down....I mean this was our only chance there is not going to be another like this.....
Renata hugged me as we both sobbed.
After a few minutes of cuddling with Nata
The other girls woke up and qe told them the sad news. We were all heartbroken so we didn't go to school.
Jazz's POV
After I heard that we were not getting tickets I was devastated but not like the rest. It was all because My cousin Lisa had gotten tickets for the both of us. I wanted to go with Lisa but the girls would hate me for it. I didn't know what to do. I mean I would love to go with Lisa but.....It was just a difficult situation for me. These thoughts caused me a headache so I took some tablets and went to bed.
When I woke up it was 4pm and the girls were watching Bones. I loved the show but I didn't feel like watching. So Instead I made myself a cup of coffee and had it in my room. While having the coffee I thought about everything ive been through and the girls helping me through it, I couldn't just betray them. The thought of going to the concert with Lisa and making the girls hate me and causing them to miss out made me cry I sobbed in my pillow which led to me crying myself to sleep. I hate when this happens because when I cry I end up crying for all the things I never cried for.
The next morning I felt like s@*# .My eyes were heavy,My face was dry and my head ached. I looked at myself in the mirror and I did look like s@*# I was pale my eyes were dark and I had rings around my eyes. I walked into the bathroom and had a shower,brushed my teeth and walk back into my room. I chose a cosy outfut since I had no classes today so Casey would javr to use her car instead ( which she hardly even uses). I wore my One Direction sweat pants and a plain black tshirt. I walked into the kitchen and checked the time, It was 9:21am so the girls had already left. I decided to make myself breakfast. I walked to our mirror fridge and looked at my self I looked better than before. Mu eyes weren't dark anymore. They were my natural Honey coloured and my face had its natural tan back. I made myself cereal since I was too lazy to make anything else. I decided to have it on the balcony since the December sun was blazing.
After breakfast I decided to call Kevin.
Kevin: Hey Jazzy What's up?
Me: Well nothing much.
Kevin: Jazz whats wrong?
Ah Shoot Kevin knows me so well, Because usually I would be sarcatic when he asked me that.
Me: Nothing Kev. Do you wanna hang out?
Kevin: Sure ill meet at The Burger King in an hour.
Me: See you then.
I hung up and checked the time it was 1 pm. I decided to change into my High waisted shorts and Black Nike T-shirt with Black and purple Vans. I decided to wet my hair and fastened it in a high bun.
I grabbed my car keys lock the house and left. When I got into my car, I checked the time and it was 1:35 pm. It was early ao I decided to stop by the mall to get some clothes for myself.
After my mini shopping trip It was 1:55. Burger King was right around the corner from the mall so I walked instead.
I got there and Kevin was waiting for me.
We had a great time.
Honestly the thoughts never left my mind.
Now I was falling deep and quickly into the this hole and I couldn't stop my self .
I needed to make a decision .....fast!
