Head over Heels (ON HOLD)

Chapter.13

"Surrounded by many, but loved by few!"

I was devastated by the sudden demise of my heartthrob #Sushant Singh Rajput#, was feeling extremely ill at ease about this. I couldn't digest the fact that a charming personality with a cool exterior suffered just a harsh battle from within. This is when I would like each one of us to take time so that we can inspect ourselves before we fall into the treacherous arms of depression.

Reach out! Speak out! Each one of you matters. We need you. Your family needs you.

I wish if RIP meant (Return If Possible)
#RIP Sushant Singh Rajput #

I would like to thank @jay4pg2 whose words inspired me this morning to write. Thank you for your words. It really lifted up my broken spirits.

Rachel.

"Hey, long time no calls." I am damn sure that I can see my mom rolling her eyes on the other end of the call.

"Was a little busy mama bear." I pout.

"Are you 'busy with business or busy with someone'?" My mom chuckles.

"MOM." I literally scream into the phone.

"Yes, your mom. Since I am Mrs.Thomas and with the added advantage of being your mother. I can read your mind even when you are miles away from me." She throws back the same dialogue that I had thrown at her a month ago.

"No worries sweetie, he better be deserving and make it a point to bring him along with you to our farmhouse next weekend. Do you get me honey?"

My mom can be very persuasive at times and leaves me with no other option.

"Okay then darling,I'll take your silence as your approval." Tells my mom who is practically patting her head for bringing this up.

"Okay mom. I gotta go. Catch you later."

"Enjoy your date honey." With that she brings the call to an abrupt halt. Leaving me bewildered.

Date!? Wait, what? Seriously?

Yes, Remo did ask me to go out with him for a dinner yesterday but can we call it a date yet? Neither Remo nor I have an idea about our relationship status. We seriously need to speak about it. But date? Isn't it too fast? Who am I to decide all this,it was just our initial meeting that made David and my way into a lifelong commitment.

Not today! I am not gonna think about it. Okay. So it's a date right? Let it be. A dinner date.

Sam was so excited that I was going on a dinner with Remo,that she made it sure that I took a day off so that she could have her own way with me. She took me to salon,added bangs to my hair,did my eyebrows and was even insistent on me doing a Brazilian wax. But I was not ready and told her that I am not ready to take such a giant leap and was taking it slowly. Sam can be stubborn sometimes and that makes me crazy.

Even though David and I were in a relationship for five years, I was very keen that our virginity is something that we both can gift each other on our wedding day. And David abided by it. David was so obsessed with the Italian culture that the idea of their 'bloody sheets' on their wedding night fascinated him. I used to scrunch my nose at his thought and used to laugh for several minutes.

Being an Indian,I was raised with certain values and I still respect them. Whereas my friends were busy kissing and having sex around with random guys at the pub and whatever place of their convenience I avoided such terrible situations. I know men where attracted to me because of my curves but they respected my opinion too. To which I am grateful to most of my guy friends.