what is this feeling.
distant, chilling
entirely unidentified
stomach drop and dizzied
it's fear but enticement
the kind that excites
i'm running off the high
don't know what this is
not sure how
but i know it's here
like an unwanted stranger
who's much too nice
too nice
too good to be true
questions fleeting
i fear you,
if i'm being honest
you could break me right here
i'd let you
that's this feeling
and it's so uneasy
but i kind of love the thrill
keep it unpredictable
you're way too good at this game
how many others have you made
feel this exact same way?
am i just on your list
or am i the endgame?
falling for you is like falling
endlessly through space
where all i see
are the scars on your face
and your icy eyes
which for blue are much too warm
will you lie like he did?
am i just prey? or
perhaps it's something more?
can i be important?
or to you
am i just a whore?
trusting you for who you are
a risk i might just take
drown me in this moment
as we build this palace around us
are we heading into war?
i really can't be sure
but fight i would
and struggle too
and sacrifice myself
at the chance of you
