crashing

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tomorrow is a new day
but everything is changed
and nothing will be the same
i'm scared, i'm sad, i'm tired
it feels useless to have desires
i feel useless
and my body is bruised
you took me down
back to the basement
i'm under your lock
you have me spellbound
it's enticing,
mesmerizing,
hypnotizing,
but all the same it's agonizing
i breathe you in
i breathe you out
i breathe again,
and i'm full of doubt
what is it that you want?
why is it me that you choose to taunt?
am i ever to escape your trap
or am i destined to always fall back
fall into your ever-so caring arms
just to be kicked in the gut
i wish i knew the meaning of love
everyone gets it but i never have
the feeling's lost upon the sand and grass
scattered like dust in the wind
it feels like love will never win
i'm lost and losing to you
but i love you in the only way i know to love
i'm addicted to the taste of your poisonous blood
i'm falling apart
can anybody on this bloody
earth please save my heart?

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