Seven.

June 7

I bathed sweet Baby Kazee. 

While I was sitting on a block of cement, she walked up to me and asked me to bathe her. I was in the middle of meditating and adjusting my focus about life, but I could not just ignore a child who wanted to enjoy some moments with me. I patiently smiled at her and told her to wait for me. I let her play around as I contemplate the matters inside my head. 

You know when your heart cannot accept what your mind already knows? 

Well, that was pretty much what was circulating around my head. It could get chaotic, but with obstacles, come stepping stones. 

There is this connection between souls that bring such warmth. That is one of the precious moments I could not have back when she would grow and get older. 

Everything is temporary. 

It's kind of ironic how people promise "forever" to one another when even life is temporary. 

Maybe, it would be about finding the kind of people you would want to spend lifetime with. 

As cliche as it sounds, at some point, life could just actually be about being with people you wouldn't mind to forever laugh with. 

I am glad that as I am writing this now, I feel a sense of fulfillment upon knowing that I have caused such authentic joy in a child. 

I may not exactly remember every exact detail, but I will always remember how those moments felt. 

It calms me and makes me feel that I'm actually working towards something. 

Sometimes whenever I feel down, I do something for others. I realize that it makes me happy whenever I make someone smile. 

After bathing her, I dressed her up. In life, the big things are often the little things. What seem to be "boring stuff," would actually be the one that you would reminisce on as years would pass by. 

Make every moment count. 

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