"Kim Chin-Sun" I heard my mother calling from downstairs. I quickly got up to see what she wanted. My brother, Kim Seokjin was next to her and a familiar face that wanted to make me cry yet puke.
I looked at him straight in the eye.
"Jeon Jungkook"...
I woke up as usual but this time I was more excited. I knew after the long day of school I'd be able to see one of the people I love very much.
I happily got into the bathroom to shower and changed into something I'd rarely wear.
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
I then quickly took my keys and my bag and walked out of the house.
Once I arrived to the school some people chose to actually notice my existence.
It was weird seeing how people would only loo at you if you dressed nice. I didn't like being a person people would look like but this is what I did to myself.
I fastened my speed and got to my locker. I only saw Lisa and jisoo there waiting for me.
"Hey, where's Jennie and Rosé?"
When I asked both of them looked at me with widen eyes.
"Chin-Sun? Is that actually you??"
"Yes. Don't think I'll wear this ever again."
"Holy shit, you look amazing though! We finally get to see what you actually look like!"
I was confused. Did I really only wear semi-baggy jeans and hoodies all the time?
I went deep into my memories only to remember dressing up back in high school.
But after Jungkook cheated on me, I stopped. I became a girl who would only focus on her studies and not her appearance.
It was only fate that Jennie wanted to talk to me.
I sighed.
"I'll consider dressing like this more. But I don't think it'll happen until graduation."
I saw they were sad about it but I didn't care. Showing my body wasn't something I would like to do since I knew it attracted men.
I then remembered back in high school when I did change.
After Jungkook broke up with me, I lost weight and became healthy.
His words saying I was a "fat pig" made me feel disgusting. I tried to stave myself and it worked for a while until my mother took me to the doctors.
I had learned I was underweight but not severally. After that, I had done it again but made sure I wasn't being suspicious. I had ate only one fruit a day and only exercised.
