A Mangled Mess

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2014

Didn't I know ?
Why didn't I listen ?
The words are repeating in my head:
'A heart is something to guard carefully'

Now I'm a mangled mess
Standing in a pile of pieces of my soul, confidence overwhelmed by doubt
When did it get this so wrong?

I stare in to my eyes in the mirror and skip down to my chin, where there is too much fat
And my teeth, crooked here and there
And to my skin, much too pale and filled with imperfections.

Where is the image I saw before he came into the picture?
My reflection is no longer beautiful

And I am hoping no one notices the frustration in my stare as I look at the  number written on his palm, and the empty glance my way.

When did I turn into just that girl you knew?
My heart should have been guarded better.

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