My Secret Mate

Chapter 6

VANESSAS POV

"Stay with me," I whispered to Jacob. I was scared and he was the only one who made me feel safe. Even though my heart was hurt by seeing him kiss Alicia. He was my mate, no matter what.

"Okay, my love," Jacob said as he sat on the tubs edge. I sat on the floor of the tub and turned the water hot till it steamed. I sat under the running water and let the steaming hot water blaze my skin. I scrubbed at my body with soap and cried and cried. The water started to turn my skin red and it burned but I didn't care. I just wanted the feeling of that rogue to go away.

"Babe, you have to stop, you're hurting yourself," Jacob turned off the water. "NO! I can still feel him," I screamed trying to turn the water back on. Jacob picked me up out of the tub and wrapped me in a towel. He carried me to our bed and layed with me, pulling the covers over us.

"I'm sorry, Vanessa. I should've protected you," Jacob whispered, "I'm the worst mate ever." "Don't say that," I whispered. "I'm so sorry," Jacob repeated. "Please, just be quiet and lay with me," I whimpered. He pulled me closer and I rested my head on him.

I felt safe and slowly drifted off into sleep. His warmth surrounded me and I no longer felt the rogue, just the strong arms of my mate.

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It's been a week since the incident with the rogue. I still haven't talked to him about the whole Alicia thing, even though my heart was still hurting. He knew something was wrong but I just didn't want to talk to him about it yet. But I knew it was inevitable.

Jacob was at a meeting with the Noon Moon pack's alpha and beta talking about the rogue situation. Rogues have been venturing into known pack territory and commuting rapes and murders of woman . Sexual assaults are considered of the worst in werewolf law. Due to the fact that we all have mates and you're not supposed to be with anyone but your mate.

So I was in the kitchen, cooking dinner for Jacob, Matthew, Brayden, and Eric. My cousins: Lilia and Samarah were coming over tonight. They were moving to the pack because their father has recently passed. I was excited but nervous. Excited because they were my baby cousins and I loved them but nervous because they were 17 and beautiful. Beautiful young woman around all these unmated werewolves. Ugh, I could not deal!

I had finished dinner around 6. I made a big pot of posole and double baked baked potatoes. The boys meeting just ended and the Noon Moon pack had left to get back to their own affairs. There was a knock on the door and I ran to get it. Lilia and Samarah screeched when I opened the door and we all threw our arms around each other.

They were so beautiful. They both had long straight black hair, tall think bodies and legs that went on for miles. Plus they had the booty on them, which ran in the family.

I yelled for the boys and they came in. "Girls, I'd like you to meet my mate, alpha Jacob," I smiled pointing at Jacob as he wrapped his arm around my waist. "Alpha," they said simultaneously and bowed their heads. "It's great to have you here," Jacob said. I then introduced them to Matthew, Brayden, and Eric. Brayden's eyes were glued to samarah and I knew. "Mine," Brayden growled and stepped in front if samarah, blocking her from Eric and Matthews view. Samarah blushed and tapped his shoulder. She wasn't 18 yet but her and lilia have been preparing for their mates their whole lives. They were very in touch with their wolves, so she could probably sense the mate connection deep within her.

Brayden pulled her close to him and said, "you are beautiful." She went all star eyed and said, "so are you... I mean handsome! You're handsome." She was such a goof. I laughed and I showed them to their rooms and had Brayden, Eric and Matthew carry their bags.

Brayden followed right behind samarah, everywhere she went. So protective and possessive, it reminded me of my Jacob. They might have been complete idiots, but I guess they were our idiots.

I called everyone to the kitchen to eat. "Hurry up or it'll get cold," I yelled as I made Jacob a big bowl of posole and a plate with 4 loaded potatoes and a tall glass of Dr Pepper, which was his favorite. Then I made my own bowl and plate and sat at the tables as the others prepared their food. Then we all sat are together. Lilia and Samarah for right in to the pack. They were strong, stubborn but sweet. The guys loved them. And that made me happy. I wanted my cousins to feel at home here and to be happy. Samarah was already smitten with Brayden. She'd stare at him every few seconds and just grin. The adoration in her eyes prominent.

After dinner, Jacob and I went upstairs to our room. "How was the meeting," I asked him. "The rogues have been pushing the boundaries. They raped 3 woman from the Noon Moon pack and killed one boy. We're concerned that they are planing these attacks. Possibly something bigger could be coming. So today out pack and Noon Moon pack have a treaty, we are allowed to travel freely on each others territory as long as we have the intentions of protection on our minds," Jacob said. I nodded and said, "was that rogue going to kill me?" He tensed and said, "he would've never got the chance, I wouldn't have let him." I sighed, remembering that night.

He let out a sigh now and said, "I know you've been waiting to ask... About Alicia." I tensed and said, "so tell me." "It wasn't what you thought though baby," Jacob pleaded. "What did she whisper to you," I growled. "It was nothing," he started. "WHAT DID SHE WHISPER TO YOU," I screamed, angry now. "She said that it's okay, it would be our secret, that me and her could be together without you knowing," he said, "but I would never! She kissed me before I could tell her that she was stupid and crazy." I nodded and said, "are you sure? Because you didn't seem to mind that kiss." My anger was rising and my wolf wanted to take over. "That's not true, I was sickened by that kiss, all I want to kiss is you," Jacob argued. "Yeah sure," I said, sarcastically. He groaned and ran his fingers through his hear. "What is this, Vanessa? Do you not trust me," he asked looking into his eyes. I trusted him, but to a certain extent. He was still a man, and men are well... Pigs.

"Should I not trust you,"I countered his question. He got angry now and stood up, "how could you even ask me that? You're my mate!" "How could you let her near you," I screamed, "you know how I felt about her! You should've just turned the other way when you seen her, but you didn't." He growled, "what was I supposed to do, Vanessa? I was speaking to my warriors! She came up to me. She's in the past. You are my present and my future, so stop feeling like you have competition because you don't!" That had my wolf purring. He pulled me up to him and said, "and remember who your alpha is, baby, don't make me have to punish you." Now that had me grinning, me and my wolf.

"Oh really, Mr. Alpha, you're going to punish me," I asked, batting my eye lashes. His eyes turned black with lust as he picked me up, wrapping my legs around him. "Oh I'll punish you, baby, so hard," he whispered in my ear, then kissed my mark. A moan of pleasure flowed from my mouth. "Well you better punish me, alpha, because I have a feeling I'll be raising my voice at you ... A lot," I winked.

In an instant, he had me over his knees. "Oh you want to be a bad girl," he whispered. "Very bad," I grinned at the sensation growing in my stomach. His hand reeled back then came down smacking my butt. It stung but it was like a sting of pleasure. "Will you defy the alpha again," he growled, seductively. I grinned and said, "yes." His hand smacked me again. This tingling sensation in my stomach growing. "More," I moaned. He smacked me again and then I stood up on front of him. I pulled my shirt off my body and dropped my shorts, letting then fall to my feet. I was left in my light blue matching bra and thong panties. His eyes were pitch black with lust as he stared at my body. I pushed him back onto the bed and crawled up his body. I was no longer in control, my wolf was fighting me too much. She ripped his shirt open and we kissed his stomach up to his chest, leaving trails of hickies. He let out a moan of pleasure and I swear it was the sexiest thing I've ever heard in my life. I kissed his neck until I found his sweet spot and lightly bit it. My canines released and I marked my mate. I marked my alpha. The groan/moan he let out set sparks throughout my body.

He was now as much mine as I was his. My mate, my love, my life. I was so glad that he was no longer the secret I had to keep, when I first found out he was mine. He was no longer my secret mate and I could proclaim him to the world.

A/N- well I hope someone's reading this lol. But I enjoy writing and I'll continue to do so. Feedback?:)