My Secret Mate

Chapter 5

JACOBS POV

To see and feel the pain I caused her, it made me feel worthless. She was the perfect mate. She saved her virginity for me and I gave mine to a human. Man I was so stupid!

I don't understand how we couldn't see it was each other all along. Even when we were younger there was faint tingles in my skin when we touched but we just didn't know any better. Now I realize how stupid I was.

She forgave me, but I knew her heart still felt pain. I could feel all here emotions in me. My wolf growled at me, he was angry that I made our mate sad. I just wanted to love Vanessa. No one else. I don't give a fuck about any other girl. Vanessa is my everything and more.

She got up and went to shower. I sighed as I could feel the pain she still felt in her heart. I mind linked Brayden who was my beta and asked him to send the one of the warriors to the mall to pick up a dress I ordered for Vanessa for the party. He said it would be here in 20 minutes.

VANESSAS POV

I showered and collected my thoughts. I knew it was wrong to be upset over his past but I couldn't help it. I was a virgin, saving myself for my mate. I wanted it to be sensual and passionate as we shared ourselves with one another for our very first times. But it wouldn't be his first time. And that killed my heart. My wolf was depressed as she howled inside me, wanting to rip Alicia's head off.

I nor my wolf liked her anymore. She better not show up tonight. I swear I'll beat her to a pulp. Nobody messes with my man. Past or present. Call me crazy, I really don't care.

I shaved and finished my shower in 20 minutes. I got our and dried my hair. I put on matching pink and white lace bra and panties. I didn't hear Jacob in the room so I just walked out like that. I rummaged through my drawers for something to wear.

A few minutes later I heard a seductive growl behind me. I turned around, quickly, knowing it was my mate. His eyes were black with lust as he stared at my body up and down. He crossed the room in two long strides, taking my body to his. My breath hitched as he crushed his lips to mine. His hands pulled at my hips and I didn't feel sad anymore. In fact, I felt the total opposite, but I started to crave him more. He picked me up and carried me to the bed. He grabbed my thighs and lightly squeezed then before wrapping my legs around his waist. I tugged at the hem off his shirt and he pulled it off. Pressing his soft lips to mine again, I couldn't help the moan that followed.

"God, baby, don't do that," he warned me, in a seductive tone. He kissed my neck and another moan came from me. He growled, lowly and kissed down to the valley of my breasts. He traced my breast with his tongue and everything heated up. I needed him.

"Mark me," I breathed. He, hesitantly, pulled back, looking in my eyes. "Say it again," he said aggressively. His tongue on my neck. "Mark me, Jacob," I moaned. He didn't need me to ask again.

His kissed trailed my neck until he found my sweet spot. He bit down lightly, causing a louder moan then usual to follow. A growl rumbled in his chest as I felt his canines extend and enter my neck. It hurt and I screamed but after a few seconds the pain subsided and all I felt was pure bliss. The pleasure surrounded me.

"Mine," Jacob growled, holding my body close. "Yours," I whispered, in his arms. The bite took a lot of me and he whispered in my ear, "rest my love, I'll wake you when it's time to get ready." I fell asleep, instantly.

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I was doing my hair and makeup. I did a brown/black smokey eye and contoured my face and used a mocha colored lipstick. I curled my hair into beautiful princess waves that flowed down my back.

Jacob knocked on the bathroom door. I opened it and he held up a beautiful black dress. It was all lace and long sleeve, the midriff of the dress was sheer and it went mid thigh. "Surprise," he said, biting his lip asking for approval. I jumped in his arms, kissing all over his faces leaving little kiss marks. "It's perfect," I squealed and he smiled, "a perfect dress for my perfect luna." I blushed and closed the bathroom door, slipping the dress on and zipping it. I strapped on my black wedges and out on the necklace Jacob gave me. I stepped out of the bathroom and looked at Jacob. My breath caught in my throat.