My Secret Mate

Chapter 19

VANESSAS POV

I just kept running through the trees, until I knew I was shielded enough to phase. It's been forever since I let my wolf out. Once my two feet were replaced by four paws, I took off in sprints. I let my claws dig into the earth and fling me forward with exceptional speed and force.

The green of bushes and shrubbery and brown of dirt and tree bark zoomed passed me. My wolf was happy. We didn't slow down one bit, because I knew Jacob was following me.

I didn't want to see him right now, I didn't want to think about what he did. I know he was sorry, and I forgave him. Yet, it still ate me up inside. But at the moment, I wasn't stressing over it.

I felt free. I was in my natural state, as one with nature. I was nearing the pack borders. Should I keep going?

Who am I kidding, I couldn't pass the borders. I am a Luna, I have my own pack to worry about. So, I stopped and just stared at the boundary. I find it so crazy that the only times I've ever been out of my pack, willingly, was on pack trips or when I went to Hercules castle.

Hercules. I wonder how he was doing. Was he safe? Was he enjoying his life? How was his pack doing?

I senses someone walking up behind me so I turned around. Jacob was naked , walking to me in human form. But he was angry. His eyes were filled with rage and maybe... Jealousy?

"Why are you thinking about Hercules? Is there something I should know about, Vanessa," he roared, his hands in fists and his chest moving with his breathing. Now this, got me angry.

I phased, not caring that I was naked. "What did you just ask me," I growled. He looked at me and said, "I didn't stutter." A growl rumbled in my chest and I clenched my teeth as I said, "I am not the one who was disloyal!"

As soon as the words left my mouth, I immediately regretted them. Jacobs face dropped, and I could feel the hurt in his chest, in mine. He didn't look at me.

"J-Jacob, I'm sorry, I didn't mean it," I whispered, but knew he could still here me. He shook his head and said, "no, you're right. I was disloyal. And I will live with that for the rest of my life. I just, I just want to know that you still love me, and want to be with me, running our pack, together." The vulnerability in his voice had my heart aching.

I walked over to him and placed my hand in his back, rubbing soft soothing circles. "I will always love you Jacob, I will always want to be with you, running our pack. You've always had my heart, and you know that," I said. He turned to me and pulled me flush against him.

Our skin on skin contact still sent chills through my body in waves. I shuddered into the contact and his eyes were now filled with lust. He picked me up , holding my butt as I wrapped my legs around him. He leaned my back against a tree as his mouth fought for dominance with mine.

My hands rubbed from his chest and and all the way up and down his back. He began to kiss my neck and I leaned my head back, letting out a soft moan. He kissed over my mark, licking and nipping at it softly.

I could feel his member growing against my skin, and it still made me flush a crimson red. Even after all this time. He still made this feel like my very first time.

I know we were out in the woods, as we behaved so erotic, but I liked this. I grinded my hips against him, feeling him grow extremely stiff. He growled in my ear, taking my earlobe between his teeth. I let out a sort of squeal/moan. He gripped my thighs and opened my legs. Positioning himself at my entrance, he stared right into my eyes, entering me.

I let out a loud moan as my mouth opened and my head fell back. He thrust into me as he whispered in my ear, "do you feel that? This feeling, it's caused by me. And I will give you this feeling forever. I'll be the only man to ever feel you this way and make you feel this way. This is all mine!" I nodded and he thrust harder.