37: June 20th, 2019

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📱- Text to Colson 💔

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Me:
I don't know what to say

Colson 💔:
Then let me speak. I'm so sorry. You have no idea how terrible I feel about keeping this from you. It was a mistake. I hate myself for it everyday. But I was trying so hard to be the man you needed. To be worthy of your love. And god, Liv, I do love you. I love you so much it hurts. I need you. Forever. And ever, baby. I don't want this to ruin things for us

Me:
Why didn't you tell me? I don't understand. We were broken up. I could've forgiven you then. It would've been hard and I would be irritated and mad. But we broke up because of trust issues and jealousy bullshit. And then the first thing you do is lie to me?

Colson 💔:
Baby, I've tried to tell you. So many times. But I just couldn't get the words out. I didn't want to watch the realization dawn on your face. I didn't want to hurt you or make you cry. I didn't want to see that look of betrayal. I didn't want you to be disgusted or disappointed in me.

Me:
And now look, Colson. I am all those things. My heart is breaking cause I thought you were the one. And things were different this time. And I love you so much. I thought this was forever

Colson 💔:
It can still be forever. Don't break up with me. Do not leave me, Liv

Me:
If we don't have trust then what do we have? A meaningless relationship. You started our relationship back up on a lie.

Me:
That's not okay with me

Me:
And then you kept my best friend and my little sister from telling me the truth? Do you know how twisted and selfish that is? The longer you hid this, the worst it became. Do you understand that?

Colson 💔:
Yes. I fucked up. I royally fucked up. But I want to fix this, baby. Please, let's fix this. I'll do anything to make you forgive me

Me:
I think we should take a break

Me:
Not breakup... but I just need a few days

Colson 💔:
Whatever you need, baby. I love you

Me:
I know we still have tour and stuff so I'll be there

Colson 💔:
I don't care about tour. I care about you

Me:
I know we have today off. And then I have a few days off for my movie promo. So I'll see you on the 24th?

Colson 💔:
Okay

Colson 💔:
Does that mean I can't talk to you until then? Baby, I'm worried sick about you

Me:
I'm okay. Taylor isn't leaving my side. She'll be with me the next few days for promo. Then Selena will join us for tour. And Destiny and Chloe just got here. My girls got me. And Bonnie and I talked. She's giving me space too rn. Take care of her please.

Colson 💔:
Of course she'll be safe with me. She's family.

Colson 💔:
And hey, I'm here if you need me for anything. Okay? If you have a bad day. If you miss me. If you need to talk or whatever. Baby, I'm here. And I love you.

Me:
Okay

Me:
I'll see you in a few days

Colson 💔:
Alright, beautiful ❤️❤️

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