Breaking My Heart (On-Going)

Chapter 6

Autumn's POV

Nandito kami ngayon sa Dean's Office, mom and dad were talking to Dean while I was just blankly looking at my surrounding, Sky sat beside to make sure that I will be alright.

Rence and Mia sat opposite to us. She was wearing her famous fake paawa looks, so irriting to the eyes. Samantala ay nakatingin sa akin si Rence na may galit ang mga mata.

"Wala nang reklamong isasampa pa kay Ms. Saavedra thanks to Ms. Aragon", narinig kong pahayag ni Dean.

"So it's settled then. Thank you very much dean", yun lang ang tanging naintindihan ko sa haba ng pinag-usapan namin. My mind was too preoccupied of our conversation last night.

Pinalabas na kami ni Dean but our parents remained inside, saying that they have to talk about something important.

Iginiya na ako palabas ni Sky. Ganoon din naman si Rence, inalalayan niya ang girlfriend palabas. Akmang lalagpasan nila kami ng hawakan ko siya sa braso.

"Can we talk?", nakikiusap na tanong ko.

"Talk about what?", seryosong tanong niya pabalik.

Hindi ako nakasagot. I just want to bid goodbye, that's all I'm thinking and I cannot say it aloud. I just looked at him pleadingly.

"Ok, just make sure it won't be long Autumn", naniniguradong pahayag niya. Tumango naman ako. Nararamdaman ko pa ang pagtutol ni Sky but I pleaded him. Tiningnan ko siya, at sinabing this will be the last so he let me.

"I will just talk to her babe, just wait for me in the cafeteria", he told Mia and then kissed her in the forehead.

Sky and Mia both walked away from us leaving us all alone.

We went to the nearest bench and sat there.

"Now talk and don't waste my time", naiiritang saad niya.

"I love you", hindi ko alam kung bakit iyon ang nasabi ko ngunit agad na tumalim ang mga titig niya sa akin.

"I knew it, you're just going to waste my time, aalis na ako", akmang tatayo na siya ng magsalita ako.

"I'm leaving, I just want to formally say goodbye, that's all", he looks at me blankly, as if he didn't care, it hurts pero wala akong magawa.

"Running away huh?", nakakainsultong tanong niya.

"I'm not", matigas kong sagot.

"Well, I'm not surprised at all", he added.

"You knew that I only did that because  I love you and I care for you", pagdadahilan kong muli, he's trying to open up that bullshit thing again.

"She's my girlfriend Autumn,  I love her, I believe and I trust her", those words hurts me na para bang sinasaksak ako ng kutsilyo.

"I knew that what I did will only be useless because your blindly in love with her, nagbubulagbulagan ka sa mga nangyayari, nandito naman ako Rence eh, I'm more than willing to be your girl, pero palagi mo na lang akong pinagtatabuyan, you're not even giving me a chance, just a chance will be enough for me but you refuse to give me even just one, you're so unfair", and just like last night tears escape from my eyes and I don't know how to stop it. All I know is I'm crying pathetically in front of him.

"Pinsan ka ng matalik kong kaibigan, how can I supposed to make you my girl, are you insane?", hindi makapaniwalang pahayag niya.

"It doesn't make sense", sagot ko.

"Look, you're not my type Autumn, you were just like a younger sister to me, I just see you the same way that Sky did, besides you're just a brat who wants to get everything you want, akala mo kasi ay lahat ng bagay na gusto mo ay makukuha mo, you were pampered in your entire life kaya ka nagkakaganyan, you think that I am a trophy that you need to win para mapasama sa collection mo, you know what I even doubt if what you're feeing for me is real", he said bluntly.

"You were just blind, yan ang sabihin mo", sigaw ko sa kaniya.

"I'm not", panggagaya pa niya sa sinabi ko.

"I just really hope na hindi mo pagsisihan ang hindi mo pakikinig sa akin Rence, and by the way don't worry because I will my very best para alisin itong bwisit na nararamdaman ko para sa iyo", I can't take it anymore kaya naman matapos sabihin iyon ay agad na akong tumayo at naglakad paalis doon. I wiped my tears, I don't want Sky to see this because I know that he will go mad again.

I continued walking but I don't know where to go, hindi kasi nasabi ni Sky kung saan kami magkikita eh, ito kasing si loko ay basta na lang umalis kanina ng walang sabi-sabi, akala siguro ay manghuhula ako at malalaman ko kung saan siya magpupunta. That's why I dialed his number.

"Where are you", mataray na tanong ko.

"Oh, I'm sorry A, bigla kasing nagtext ung partner ko sa presentation namin bukas, we need to add something on it, may details kasi kaming hindi naisama eh, mabuti na lang pala at nireview niya ito, I'm really sorry hindi na kita mahahatid pauwi", he said apologetically.

"I understand, ang haba ng paliwanag, ang daming sinasabi, ang tanong ko lang naman eh " where are you", hay naku, sige na aalis na ako", paalam ko.

"Aalis, you mean uuwi? Bakit wala ka bang klase?", magkakasunod na tanong niya, shit naman Autumn oh, ano bang pinagsasabi mo.

"Ah yes, natatamad na kasi akong umattend ng klase eh, matutulog na lang ako, see  you", iyon lang at ibinaba ko na ang telepono.

 

I'm sorry Sky, ako dapat ang magsorry dahil aalis ako ng hindi magpapaalam sa iyo, hindi ko kasi kaya eh. But I need to do this, para ito sa ikabubuti natin pareho, alam ko kasi na kapag nagpaalam ako sa iyo eh hindi ka papayag at ayaw kong ikaw ang mapagalitan nila, ayaw kong ikaw ang sumalo ng parusa na dapat ay sa akin, I did it so I'm willing to pay for it. Goodbye Sky, I love you so much big brother.

Patuloy ang pag-agos ng mga luha sa akong mga mata habang tinatahak ko ang daan patungong parking lot.

"Are you ready Autumn", tanong sa akin ni dad, napansin ko lang na nandito pala siya ng magsalita siya. Hindi niya kasama sina mom, Tita and Tito. He was with our men, bodyguards to be exact.

"Ihahatid na kita sa airport", saad niya at nauna bang sumakay sa kotse, I followed him afterwards.

Hindi na matigil pa ang mga luha ko ng magsimula ng umardar ang kotseng sinasakyan namin. Everything was blurred, all I know is that I will now be far away from the people I loved, especially my brother. Well, nagkamali ka eh, kaya wala kang magagawa.

Ang sakit, ang sakit sakit pero wala akong magawa. Bwisit na pag-ibig oh.

To be continued...............................

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