Wednesday , 12:38 am
I've been staying with my dad for around a week and haven't been home since until today . I was deciding to go back and talk to ale . I know I kinda over reacted and I still don't wanna talk to ale because he hasn't bothered seeing me but I want to see my daughter. I've missed her a lot and not seeing her has been annoying but I just couldn't face him .
I decided to take a shower before I leave . Once I got out I changed into some jeans and a hoodie . I chucked my hair into a ponytail and grabbed my bag . Luckily I left clothes here from when I used to live here but most of the clothes are maternal because I was pregnant with Harley at the time but it just looked oversized.
I grabbed my car keys and phone then I went down the stairs to my dad .
"Are you sure about going home?" He asks
"Yes I need to see my baby , it's not right being away from her" i say
"Well are you leaving now or do you want to eat first?" He asks
"I'm gonna go straight there and eat at home" I say
"Alright then drive safely" he says
"I will dad , could you say bye to Mills and Jayden for me" i say
"Yeah of course now go before the roads get busy" he says
"Alright I'm going bye" I say
"Bye" he says
I get in my car and drive home .
When I arrive home Ales car wasn't in the driveway. I just thought he went out . I open the door and Harley comes running over to me.
"Oh my god she's walking! Why didn't you tell me?" I ask my mum
"Yeah , I thought Ale told you" my mum says
"No he hasn't spoken to me since that day" I say giving Harley a hug
"I think he's been staying with Mattia or someone because he hasn't been here in a couple of days" she says
"Oh well I'm gonna go up stairs" I say
"Okay hun" she says
I head up stairs and go in my room . All of Ales stuff was gone and there was a note on the bed . I pick it up and read it
Dear Jessica,
I'm so sorry but I can't do this anymore. I don't feel ready to be a dad . I know I have been in Harley's life for a year but I've never felt like a good enough dad . I will come back when I'm ready . That could be months or years . I've moved to Florida with Mattia and Kairi . I really hope you understand. I will always love you Jess and hopefully one day we could be together again . Don't try and contact me because I won't get back to you . Sorry .
- Alejandro
I was in shock I really wasn't expecting that at all . How could he do that to me . Leave me by myself to raise our child . I wonder if maddie and Amelia know . I then decide to FaceTime them .
