"I'm Inlove with a Writer"

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Hindi ko akalain na makakaramdam ulit ako ng ganito at sa isang writer pa talaga. Ang sarap feeling ng makaramdam ng pagkainlove yung akala ko hindi ko na ito mararamdaman ulit pero heto nagbabalik na ulit at handang magmahal at masaktan.

It was 10pm in the evening and I'm still awaken. Halos maubos na lahat ng post ng friends ko kakascroll. So I decided to add random friends on my RPA(Role Player Account).

Merong BRPA(Boy Role Play Account) ang nakakuha ng aking atensyon, kaya naman inis-stalk ko sya. And I was shocked that he is a beginner writer in this world, so I read his stories. He's so brilliant to made those fantastic stories.

The past few days I was just reading his stories silently, but this day he never post a new story. Maybe his doing something or making new story. Kaya naman nakipagkwentuhan na lang ako sa friends ko.

I, Zíél and Nini decided to be a writers. We collaborated and support each other. We sign in as a writer in RPW and we're hoping that other rp'iers will support us.

The next 2 days I've already finished my first story and it has 4 parts. I posted it. I've never expect many rp'iers will read it pero kung may magbasa man ay thank youu.

Again I stalk Mr. Writer and read his recent story. I saw his Facebook Story, so I reacted and replied to it.

“Hii poo! Angg gandaa poo ng mga storiess nyuuu. Keep it uppp.” then I click the sent button.

I never wish that he will reply to me. But a few minutes his chat head pop up on my phone.

“Aww thankk youu for reading miss. Keep it up too. I know your're a writer too.” reply nya saken.

Sadyang napangiti ang aking labi sa kanyang sinabi. Natuwa rin ako dahil hindi sya yung taong hindi namamansin ng mga supporters. Sya yung taong nagbibigag pansin sa mga supporters/readers nya.

He made a Fb stort again and when I saw it shocks my heart went oopss! Nakalagay don yun convo namin at he also flex me to his readers.

“Support her stories guys she's a good writer” nagthank you agad ako sakanya dahil doon.

Napakasipag nya gumawa ng stories and poems. Kaya naman araw araw na rin ako nagbabasa ng mga works nya. Napansin ko sa sarili ko na hindi lang mga poems at stories nya ang gusto ko. Kundi pati na rin sya but I'm scared to confess my feelings to him.

And so my head start to think a lot of questions

“What if I confess to him? What will his reaction?”
“What if his not ready to love again?”
“Is he going to ignored me if I tell my true feeling?”
“What if he doesn't like me?”
“What if he like another girl?”

Ilan lamang ang mga tanong na yan na pumasok sa aking isipan kung masasabi ko man sakanya ang tunay kong nararamdaman.

Pero hanggang ngayon tinatago ko pa rin ang aking narardaman para sayo. Kase takot ako na baka hindi mo ako magustuhan. Dahil sa sakit na naramdaman mo nang iwan ka ng iyon ex. I Like You So Much Mr. Writer. I hope we became close friends but still hoping that are feelings became mutual.

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