Those Strange Feelings

CHAPTER 35

JENNIE'S POV

"Lali ! Can you give me something to eat please??? ," Chaeng said using her aegyo. We're here now in the kitchen eating our breakfast before going to our studio to do dance practice for our next concert.

"Fine Chipmunk! No need to use that aegyo of yourshahaha. What do you want? Bacon or eggs? ," Lisa ask her then lift up her fork, ready to pick whatever Chaeng will choose.

"Bacons pleaseeee ," She answered again with her aegyo. We all laugh at her cuteness but Lisa's laugh seems so different.

"I said enough of that Chipmunk! Here goes your Bacon!," Lisa said then put two pieces of bacon. Chaeng thank her then we continue to eat again.

"OWWWW HAHAHAHA!!! Girls you need to see this! ," Jisoo Unnie shout then turn her phone screen to us. I saw my pictures together with Lisa with a caption of our shipname Jenlisa ! Oh myyyy !!!

"Its not just that Jendukie and Monkey ! Your pictures and some clip videos are all over the internet world! Daebak!," Jisoo Unnie added and put her left hand to her wide open mouth. Chaeng grab her phone to scroll and see for her too the pictures.

"Lili... something's wrong? You're a little bit weird today. ," I whisper on her left ear and hold her hand under the table. Lisa look at me with a smile on her face saying that she's completely fine. But I know you very well Lisa...

"If its about what happen last night you---," she tapped my hand that is holding her hand and take it away from my touch.

"I'm okay Nini... don't worry. I trust you. ," She said then focus again to her food. The two girls are still busy scrolling over the internet looking at the pictures of me and Lisa. I continue eating my breakfast too but every single time I still glance at Lisa whose busy munching her bacons.

"Lets go? We still have a long practice ahead. ," Lisa stand up from our table then go inside her room. I left a deep sigh while looking at her walk away from us. I lift my chopsticks then play with my food, I lost my appetite all of a sudden when the moment last night flashback again on my mind.

"Don't turn your back at me when we're sleeping Nini... please... ," Lisa said that startle me. I thought she's still sleeping?

"Lisa--- ," she peck my lips as I look at her. I was about to hit her shoulder for doing that when I notice the seriousness and sadness that is covering her face  right now.

"You don't have to say anything Jennie... I heard everything, I know its Kai who called you and  by just hearing your responses I know already that he's asking you out....but you know what's making me happy and sad at the same time? ," Lisa ask. I turn myself to face her and hug her waist.

"What? ," I ask while being mesmerize by her beauty.

"It's making me happy knowing that you love me Jennie... but it's making me sad also because I can't even shout it in the entire world. That you are mine Jennie Kim. You belong only to me. ," A tear escape from Lisa's eyes after saying those words, I know my Lili... I know that she's hurt and I can't let her feel that way. I need to do something...

"Lili... it hurts me seeing you cry so please stop... I know we need to hide it first to the whole world, but trust our fate... one day.. we can be able to scream on the top of our lungs that we love each other.. that I love you so much Lalisa Manoban. ," I said then Lisa immediately claim my lips like its her property. At first she kiss me like a hungry beast but eventually it became so calm and slow. Her kiss is so addicting that making me to want more and more, I snake my hands on her nape to deepen our kiss as Lisa move on my top.