Those Strange Feelings

CHAPTER 64

LISA'S POV

One week had passed after our bowling game... but it feels like it was all happened yesterday.

YIEEEE!!!!

I can still remember how I burst out from laughing when Manager Jang failed his first try, how I made my first strike! YEAH! HAHAHA how Nini won and how I lose... tsk! (-_-)

If you're wondering what happened after that day... then don't ask anymore. Because nothing happened.

(Ayy di natuloy yung deal? Hahaha lol)

We go back straight to our dorm because I can't think for a good excuse so our managers will leave us alone. So no choice but to go home, right? Tsk! Next time I will make a plan how to get out to this building without our managers knowing hihihihihi and ofcourse I'll go with my wife (♡3♡) And I am hundred percent sure that Unnie will agree on me because it's been a while since she and Chaeng got a quality time together!

"Lali?" I heard Chaeng called me before my door creak pertaining that someone is opening it.

"What are you doing?" She ask and walk towards my bed where I am just sitting while leaning on the headboard.

"Nothing, why?" I casually answered.

"Jisoo Unnie wants us to plan for the upcoming Christmas Eve. Do you have any gifts for Jennie already?"

"I can't still decide what should I give."

"Why?"

"Chaeng, as you can see... Jennie already has everything you can ask in life. Wealth, luxury, fame, beauty and.... Me. Hehehehe!"

"Woah! Confident huh?" She said then laugh with a sarcastic tone.

"Tss."

She didn't respond back so a silence start to filled the air without me noticing that I am just staring at nothingness on my window. Tomorrow is Christmas but I am thousands kilometers away from my family and I don't know what's wrong with me all of a sudden? I should be used to this... how many years is it already? Five? Six? Seven years? I can't remember now.

"I know they're missing you too." Chaeng break the silence but I didn't get her, my mind is so pre-occupied.

"W-What?"

"I said... I know that they're missing you too."

"Y-You think so?"

"Nuh! What kind of question is that? Ofcourse they'll miss you!"

"Hahaha yeah! Ofcourse my mom and dad m-misses me." I said while shaking my head with a bittersweet smile.

"Don't be sad, Lali. I know we're not enough to filled that longingness inside your heart, but we will always be on your side. Me, Jisoo Unnie and Jennie, we will stay at your side whether it is a bad times or good times. Always remember that. We are family." Chaeng reached for my hand then gently rub her thumb at the back of it. My eyes met hers and I can see the sincerity that her eyes keep on shouting on me.

I know they won't leave me... that they will always be there whenever I need someone to cry on. Just by having them I am more than happy already. But... why do I feel like it is not enough?

"I am so lucky to have you, Jisoo unnie and Nini into my life. You became my bestfriends, my shelter, my comfort zone and most especially my family throughout these years since I was still a trainee. But I can't help but to miss them. I miss my m-mother and father, Chaeng. I miss how my mom took care of me.. how my father cook everything that I crave.. nursing me whenever I am sick... I miss whenever my mom ask how was my day.. asking me if I made a lot of friends in the first day of my school. She knows whenever I am sad, angry, excited happy and... l-lonely." My voice cracked together with a numerous tears falling out of my eyes. I let it flow and lower down my head while closing my eyes. I felt Chaeng move closer to me and wrapped me into her arms.