CHAPTER 46

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JENNIE'S POV





"I am her girlfriend"






I look straight at Mr. Yang after admitting that I am Lisa's girlfriend. I can't let her fight alone for us, I need to be strong dispite of the death glare that I am getting right now to that certain bitch here.






"WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON??!! YOU'RE A GAY TOO JENNIE?!," Mr.Yang stand up and crumpled his messy hair as he walk  back and forth in front of us, murmuring his frustrations.





"I'm sorry Sajangnim...," I tried to suppress my cry to show to this bitch that I am stronger and braver, that I am not scared, but a single drop of my tear betray me. As I lift my right hand to wipe it out, a soft and cold hand do it for me instead. I look at the worried face of Lisa, kneeling in front of me with a pain and hurt that are visible to her big doe eyes as she cry together with me.





"T-Thankyou Jennie... thankyou for being so brave for us... you don't know how much I love you.," Lisa whisper on my ear and hug me so tight.








"I love you too, Lisa.," I said and hug her even tighter.






In just a seconds, I forgot that we are in a middle of a chaos, that there's no Mr. Yang who's so frustrated and angry because of us, no Chaeng and Jisoo Unnie that are crying with a mixed emotions of happiness and sadness, no Mina that is deeply hurt by what she's witnessing right now, and Bambam who's silently watching, there's no emotion you can see on his face, just a tears that keep on falling and a shaky breath everytime he release a deep sigh. In just a snap of a finger, the whole surrounding completely disappear leaving me and Lisa crying out our hearts on each others arms, afraid that if we end this moment we might lose it for good. And that's what I am scared of.







"Cut this nonsense! I can't tolerate this and do nothing especially now that you Jennie will have a release single next week! What will be the reactions of your fans once they know about this? Are you ready for their negative comments and not accepting you for being... l-like..  that?," He said.







"What's wrong with what we are doing, sajangnim? And I am not afraid for what they are going to say for I will love who I want to love. It doesn't matter if they will accept me and Lisa or not.," I slide those words strongly as I want to prove to them especially at Mr. Yang how I can fight for the girl who's holding my hand right now.








"What are you thinking Jennie? Whatever you say the opinion of other people will always matter, you need them to support you girls or else you will lose your career!," He angrily said and walk back to his table only to slammed it to lessen his temper. We all flinched.






"I'll lose mine then." Lisa said while looking on the floor.







"Lisa!," Jisoo Unnie and Chaeng said together.






"Lili... don't do this. No one will go.," I held her left hand and then cup her face using my other hand to make her eyes interlock to mine, but Lisa gave me a weak but sweet smile.






"I know its my fault. I am the one who violate your rule first, so I will take the responsibility and blames for it, alone. Just let Jennie slid to this and do her solo next week.," Lisa said.





"How about you Lisa? Don't you think its quite unfair on your side?!," Mina raised from her seat and face Lisa in disbelief.






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