TRIXYA: Behind The Scenes

Back Again?

(Flashback)

Katya's POV

No. No. This can't be happening. I saw her lipsync. She can't go home. I need her here. I can't live without her. Oh no. The lipsync is over. I hope Ru keeps Trixie. "Kennedy Davenport... Shantay you Stay." After I heard the words escape Ru's mouth, I tried to hide my tears. She's my best friend. I want to be more but never had the courage to. Now I can't have that chance. I hope that Brian won't forget me. And I promise I won't forget him either. She left the stage. I couldn't even say goodbye.

After I took all my makeup off and changed back to my clothes, I went back to my hotel room. I saw a note on 'our' bed. It said, "Hey. Sorry that I didn't do good enough for you Bri. I hope that you stay here. For me. I'll miss you. So much. Love, Brian." I was hurt. Emotional. Vulnerable. But I'll do this. For him. I was miserable without him by my side. Without his head on my shoulder. Without his cuddles. Just without him.

(End of Flashback)

Everyone has been good emotional support after Brian left. But I'm still a bit hurt. I've moved on. I have trust issues. I don't know if I'll ever let anyone into my life again. But Ru said something about sending someone home too soon. I'm scared. I can't let anyone go back. Not even Brian. He hurt me but, I know it isn't his fault. I can't let anyone get in between me and winning.

Then I saw all of the eliminated queens go back to the Werk Room. Ru said we had to get paired. Oh no. After a few minutes, we were paired. Brian didn't even approach me or talk to me. I guess he forgot about everything. "Hey." I was surprised. There he was. Standing in front of me. I guess he didn't forget everything. "Hey." I said still focusing on Mrs. Kasha Davis and I's garment. "Are you even going to look at me, Brian?" "Why should I?" I said in a cold tone. He was starting to tear up. "You know what? I won't even bother." He left approaching Pearl. I hate this. He was just trying to be nice. I ruin everything.

(Time skip)

We were all doing our make-up when I heard Trixie. "I used to have an abusive childhood because of my stepdad." Brian said. "Aw. Don't cry. You already have make-up on." "I'm used to it. Nothing hurts me anymore." I could break down at any moment. But I just don't want to interfere because I might hurt him more. Gosh, I'm a mess.

After about an hour, all of us were ready for the runway. I ended up safe. Gosh. There's a little part of me that just Loves Brian. Then, I realized that they won. Trixie and Pearl won. That means... Brian is coming back.