Hannah and John Designated surviour

Chapter 18

I'm going to be honest with y'all and say that i don't think John should have died. But this is a designated surviour fanfic so you will have to see if i take that route or not.

It's been 7 weeks since the blast and John still hasn't woken up. In that time 2 major surgeries has happened and when he first got into the intensive care unit and after a rough 2 week period where he was put on ventilation system to help him breathe, he was starting to inprove.

Hannah is terrified she will lose him. She's sat in the hosptial room with him holding his and talking to him "Not much happened today. I got a shower and asked Kendra to sit with you whilst i got a few hours of sleep then I came straight back here. Chuck says that he misses us but I told him that I'd be back when you were. The President called he said that he will do everything he can to find out who blew up the subway. I love you John." She kisses his hand softly before looking back at his eyes.

The doctor tells her that hes just the same and the next day at around the same time as the last 7 weeks she tells him about the day. "They had meatballs in tbe canteen today, I had the soup though because it was quicker. Chuck says that they haven't found anything yet and the President came today but he didn't stay long but he told me to tell you that he is sorry. He was angry about Alex's death he shouldn't have taken it out on you. I told him that I would tell you. The doctors said that they are going to try and bring you around soon. I hate waiting John. I hate it. I just want to be in your arms again. Come back to me please. Don't give up."

The next day she does the same thing at the same time. "Sorry I haven't been here much today. You went for a couple of scans to see if you are improving. I'm terrified John. I don't want to lose you. I think I'm going to quit the FBI. I'm done John. This joh has given me so much heartbreak over the past year." Tears roll down her cheek. She smiles back to him "This is the worst though. I love you John. I love you so fucking much."

The next day she is in tears at his bed side. This usually tough and strong woman is losing hope by the day. She picks up his hand and rests her head against his hand and whispers "I feel like hell today. I'd do anything to be back in your arms baby."

She feels a light squeeze to her hand. "John." She says looking at his eyes. His head tilts to see her and his eyes open. For the first time in 8 weeks she smiles as his dark brown eyes look at her. "Hey you." She says softly. "I'm going to go find a doctor I'll be back in a second."

She goes and tells the doctor and after the doctor runs a couple of tests they are alone again. He looks at her. "Hey beautiful. Do i get a kiss?" When she kisses him he smiles and squeezes her hand. "I love you Hannah. I'm sorry I scared you."

"I love you too. How are you feeling?" She says a soft smile creeps onto her mouth and she can't help it.

"Happy to see your smile. I heard what you said. What did you do today?"

"I woke up in the chair just wanting to see your eyes, I got changed in the toilets and came back and they had taken you for an xray for your arm. The nurse told me not to panic as i was terrified something had happened 20 minutes later you were back. That night just flashed through my head when I seen you weren't there."

"Han. Can I ask you something?"

"Of course."

"What did you do after the phone call?"

"I cried on Chuck for a about 10 minutes then left went hope got change felt really cold so i put one of your hoodies on. Then I poured myself a glass of wine turned on some music. Noticed your picture of you holding an award walked up to it told you not to leave me and then Chuck rang me. What do you remember?"

"Just before I blacked out I heard you say please don't leave me. Then just as I was coming into the hospital I tried to say your name but nothing came out. Then everything just stopped and after that I don't remember anything. I couldn't hear anyone or anything."

"For the first two weeks you had a machine helping you breathe. Then when your heart was strong enough to support you with only a little bit of help you had two major surgeries. You stayed in the intensive care fpr about 3 weeks then they moved you here."

"I just remeber trying to say something but my head was really hurting and everytime i tried to speak there was something falling. Thankyou for not giving up on me."

"I can't give up on you. John... I think I'm going to quit the FBI."

"Why?"

"This job has caused me so much heartbreak over the past few year."

"When I get out of here lets talk about it properly. Okay?"

"Yeah. I love you John."

"I love you too. How badly did the bomb get me?"

"You've broke a few ribs. They fixed your punctured lung. You have a fractured cheekbone as well. You have a brace on your leg as well as you did some damage to your leg and your foot on your right side. That was what your xray for. But they say it's healing better. Oh and a couple of cuts and burns but nothing that will make a large mark."

"I've been up probably 2 hours and I'm already wanting to go home."

"I know John. You'll be there soon."

"With you. In bed. My lips on your neck."

"Mmm... Guess what?"

"What?"  He says with a smile.

"I'm looking forward to it." She says with a smirk.

"I know Agent Wells. I have to say I'm looking forward to it too."