Thug Motivation

Chapter 14

I got my period last night 😒. Me and Kae been more sexually active. I haven't told my Nana yet, I'm scared to.

Me and Kae got in a argument yesterday because he thinks I'm cheating 🙄. I love him but I can't deal with that 🤦🏽‍♀️.

"Kae let's talk"
"About ?"
"Us.."
"Fuck you mean us ? What about us ?"
"I wanna break up"
He choked me against the wall hard af and pointed his gun at my head.
"You wanna what ?"
"Kae move bro"
"Bitch stfu"
"Bitch ? Kae moveee bruh"
I pushed him off me and he slapped me. I started fighting him but instead of fighting me back he picked me up by my neck and choked me against the wall. My feet was dangling in the air. I really couldn't breathe.
"Kae. Kae. Kae I can't breathe please stop 😪"
He let me go and I fell on the ground making a big thud. Why did he do that ? Why he hit me ? Why he disrespecting me like this 😔 ? I thought he loved me.

I got up and started packing my bag bc I wanted to go home but he grabbed it out my hand.

"Where df you going Ke'Asia"
"Kae I'm going home please give me my bag"
"Bitch you think I'm dumb. Yo hoe ass finna go cheat"
"IM NOT A BITCH OR A HOE SO DON'T FUCKING CALL ME THAT"
He slapped me again and I fell to my knees. I ran in the bathroom and locked the door. He bruised my cheek.

*KNOCK* *KNOCK* *KNOCK*

"Asia open the door please"
"No"
"Baby I'm sorry. I didn't mean to put my hands on you. I was mad, it won't happen again. I promise."
"Kae please leave me alone. I just wanna go home."
"Baby open the door and I'll take you home."
I hesitated to get up and open the door.
"Do you mean it ?"
"Ma just open this door"
I opened the door and we made eye contact.

I tried not to shake as I sat next to him. He looked at me and cried 😪. My feelings are hurt too. I wanna leave I wanna go home.

"Can..you take me home now"
"You gone go home with that mark on your face ?"
I forgot about the bruise.
"Im sorry. I won't do it again. Just don't leave me"
"Kae I- I'm going to sleep"
I flinched as he tried to reach for my thigh.
"I'm not gone hit you..just come sit on my lap"
"I'm on my period"
I rolled over and started thinking about stuff. I need to go home.