Conversations with my OCD

Something About Doors Really Grinds My Gears Apparently

My brother is the last one home everyday so he always locks up.

Always

So why do i still feel the need to check.

Check check check.

Everyday all day.

I try to convince myself that it's normal to feel unease at the not knowing. But sometimes checking once doesn't mean knowing. Most days it's the triple check that satisfies the urges.

I check once and for about five minutes i am free, then i remember i never pushed the door to see if it was actually locked or if the lock was just spun so i check, Then i check again because I never turned the knob to make sure that the door can't open.

It's just something about doors really.