I realize some of these may seem repetitive but that's what my ocd is most of the time, repetition.
Doing one task so many times that tears well up in my eyes from frustration.
Feeling embarrassed when people see me come back to check a door that I just locked 30 seconds ago.
Sometimes I think I'm stronger than my compulsions and such careless thoughts lead to anxiety which then leads to tears.I feel like the effect ocd has on a person's life doesn't get talked about enough and I just wanted to share what it's like for everyone who struggles with the same things I do.
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Conversations with my OCD
Short StoryI am ashamed to say that these are the daily conversations that i have in my head.