Unmarked Omega

Deeper Than Intincts

Tae POV

I know it's irrational, I'm not even 18 yet and I still need to graduate but I want to birth Jungkook's pup. These damned omega thoughts, I haven't even had a real heat yet. I'm still a month away from my birthday and I find myself thinking about being marked and having children more often than I'd like to admit.

"Wait, you're serious?" Jungkook blurted pulling me out of my thoughts.

"What?" I wasn't sure what he meant.

"You really wanted me to finish inside? Tae I know you haven't hit 18 or had a real heat but let's not risk it, you could end up pregnant." The alpha stuttered.

I  said that out loud? God what was i thinking? "No, Kook i don't know what's wrong with me, it's probably my real heat nearing. Never finish inside unless we talk about it before sex, i can't control what i say when your giant dick is inside me." I grinned, it's not like I'm lying.

Jungkook bit his lip while staring at me hanging his eye lids low, I almost pounced on him again the throbbing in my ass reminding me I wouldn't be able to walk tomorrow if I followed my instinct.

He sat up on the bed, "hold on Tae let me get something to clean you with." He stood up,walked to his closet grabbed what looked like a shirt, and walked out the room naked, the house still empty. Both of our cum still splayed on my belly, legs, and groin. I could smell the mix of our scents, they deeply intertwined leaving no doubt of what had trancoursed in my alpha's bedroom.

He was back with a damp cloth, as he sat down next to me my alpha began wiping at my stomach almost up to my chest, that was all me. When he was done with my torso he started traveling south on my body with the cloth momentarily looking up at me as if to ask for permission to clean me instead of having to do it myself. I marveled at the sight of my alpha cleaning me after our heated sexual encounter, he was being so careful, so sweet. The skin on my lower half a little more sensitive, the cloth tickled. I stopped paying attention to him and focused on what he was cleaning, there was so much semen, that was all him. I knew alphas ejaculate plenty, but i never gave it too much thought, that is until right now. My crotch area was pooled with my alphas cum, my arousal scent growing thicker once again at the sight.

"Tae I'll hurt you and you'll end up hating me." Jungkook fretted looking at my dick and adjusting his as it was getting uncomfortably hard again.

"I know alpha", I took the cloth from his hand and wiped myself to finish cleaning quicker and avoid arousing him any further.

When i finished, Kook placed some grey sweatpants and an oversized white t-shirt on the bed for me, he had already changed into matching grey sweatpants that left none of his cock to anyones imagination, and a black t-shirt. I was used to seeing him in our school uniform consisting of a white button up a black blazer with black slacks. "Do you go out like that?" I furrowed my brows, jealousy taking over my sanity, is this how he feels when i speak to other alphas? I questioned myself while i waited for his reply.

"Yes, little omega i enjoy going out in comfortable clothes." He replied, sitting back down on the bed and leaning far back enough to rest on his elbows, the sight almost inviting me to sit on his lap, I know it's my hormones but i don't understand how they can be so overbearing. It's confusing, one second I'm jealous over clothes, the next i want to sit on my alpha and whine to him. The feeling of losing control of your emotions is truly frightnening, I'm used to my burning confidence and forward attitude.

As he finished speaking i could feel my chest tightening almost as if he had offended me by simply stating he does in fact wear sweatpants into the world outside these four walls. All i could think of was other omegas seeing him and fiending for him. I almost lost my internal fight for sanity when he pulled me onto his lap, I guess I was quiet for too long after his answer.

"You ok Tae?" He questioned as he brushed some of my hair behind my ear, a look of worry spread across his face.

"I don't think so alpha." I disclosed, "I feel like I'm fighting a losing battle in my head more often than I'd like to admit, and it's because of you. I know it's just my hormones but it's so scary to feel defeated by them." I buried my face in the curve of his neck inhaling as much of his scent as i possibly could, it soothed me.

I felt his jaw clench and his heart beat speed up,"are you unsure of being my mat-" His voice slightly quivering.

"Of course not alpha, the issue stems from the jealousy i feel because i am your mate." I cut him off placing my hand on his chest.

"Tae, are you jealous of yourself?" He giggled as he stroked my back.

"Ha ha", i rolled my eyes, "of course not, but i am irrationally jealous of any and all omegas that see you and eat you with their eyes, omegas that release more scent when near you to try to entice you, any omegas you've had sex with other than mysel-"

It was Jungkook's turn interrupt me, "I haven't" he paused. "Been with other omegas Tae, the scars on your legs that torment me every night riminding me of just how unworthy I am of you, are all from alphas and betas." He momentarily stopped traveling his hand up and down my back. I could see the confession didn't lessen the burden he felt for what he had done, but it did make the hand tightening on my heart loosen it's grip just a tiny bit. I lifted my face to meet his lost gaze and i kissed him, his hand taking the back of my head and pressing softly.

I felt closer than ever to my alpha, i could come to him with hormonal insecurities i swore I'd never have and he wouldn't judge me as a crazy or possesive omega. He'd take me for what and who I am, and soothe me with reassuring words and soft caresses. This felt so much more intimate than any physical interaction we've had. All else was carnal desire, our instincts if you will. This? This was vulnerability exposed from both of us without fear of either of us pushing away. This was more than us being mates, it was a connection we formed on our own. This was home.

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I really wanted to show the characters developing a relationship that was deeper than just being mates and being bound together by nature. ❤

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