Unmarked Omega

Wicked Smile

Tae POV

I could see and hear everything around me, but i couldn't feel anything anymore. The further i was carried into campus the more alphas i saw falling to their knees all except for my perfect brother. How pathetic, all these mighty alphas surrendering to a used omega. My hatred for myself kept growing by the second. How could i still want every single one of them in me?

Where's Jungkook i need him. 

Jungkook, I'm sorry alpha. You were right omegas are disgusting. I can feel my heat in my head, in my mouth i can feel it in my chest and in my asshole, the same one Bogum entered just a few moments ago. I'm worthless, alpha.

I was laid upon a bed by Jin hyung he's so kind, i wish i was a beta then i wouldn't be going through this. "Tae? How are you? I'm going to clean you alright? Yoongi wait for us outside."

"Hmm." Was the only thing i could muster. I felt cold hands covered in latex examining my genitals, i assumed to make sure i wasn't unintentionally torn or bruised.

"Your body is fine superficially Tae." Jin informed me still inspecting my body. I already knew that i wasn't torn my body wanted it, even right now i feel desperate to find an alpha, how repulsive.

I could see the pity in the beta's gaze as he stared into my eyes, "what?" I asked annoyed, "never seen an omega fucked by someone other than their mate?"

"Tae, i know this is an emotional time for you, but i am not the enemy i'm only here to help you. Please tell me how you're feeling." Jin pleaded as his eyes turned softer than i had ever seen them, still unwanted sympathy i assumed.

"I'm ok, i wanted an alpha to help me with my heat and i got one." I retorted.

"Taehyung, i know that's not true. It wasn't your fault, you understand that right?" He spoke, and as his words left his mouth i laughed. How could it not be my fault, i should've been more careful. My alpha wanted to be around me to protect me and i defied him, i went against everything my parents warned me about. Of course it's my fault, my coarse laugh turned into tears, i was once again crying as if it would help my current state or wash away my sins.

Jin called Yoongi inside when he saw my tears, my brother embraced me and i began sobbing uncontrollably, "I'm sorry hyung."

"Shh. Tae it wasn't your fault, cry as much as you need everything will be better tomorrow and if not tomorrow or next week or even next year your tears will dry as time goes by. If you need me to I'll be with you for as long as tears fall from your eyes through the days, weeks, or years. I'll be here little brother." His words and his warmth soothed me, it felt like it had been forever since i was touched by warm hands. I stayed in his arms until my cries turned into heavy sighs.

I suddenly remembered the blood trickling down Jungkook's arm, "hyung, Kook. Where is he? Does he hate me?" My voice cracked as a new knott began to form in my throat.

"I wouldn't be able to speak for him Tae, you need to talk to him yourself." Yoongi brushed some of my hair behind my ear.

"For that to happen you need to stop emitting pheromones Tae," the otherwise silent beta spoke. "You've rendered any alpha near, that isn't related to you, useless. Most had to be dragged away, i had never witnessed anything like it." He was astonished, "the last reported case of pheromones was some 30 years ago, but that omega's pheromones seemed to entice alphas from miles away, yours weakens alphas Tae except for family members. Did you feel anything when you released them?"

I hadn't felt anything that wasn't fear, i felt cold but i didn't remember feeling much, "no Jin hyung, i don't remember feeling anything. Even now i don't feel anything but the tingling from my heat."

"Heats don't make you feel tingly, they make you feel feverish Tae. Try to ease your mind, for as long as you stress it is likely the pheromones won't stop."

How could he ask that of me given the circumstances, is he crazy? How insensitive, of course a beta would think that wa-

"Come on Tae level your head, or you won't be able to see Guk any time soon."  My brother spoke stroking my arms, they were right. I have no enemies in here, no one in this room is trying to hurt me. "Breathe with me little brother." He placed my head on his chest.

I began mimicking his inhales and exhales, i hadn't noticed how fast paced my breathing had been this whole time. The emotional and physical stress had taken a serious toll on my mind and body, i began feeling heavier than ever.

"His heat will have him feeling more fatigued than usual." I heard Jin trailing off as my eyes closed.

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In the darkness of my slumber i began to feel as if i was being torn open once again, i felt a foreign object entering me cold and wet. I stood amidst my darkness and weeped the floor becoming a pool of my tears, i began feeling a piercing gaze set upon me i spun around a couple of times trying to figure out where the sensation of those eyes burning through me was coming from. I could see nothing but darkness and the water from my tears immediately underneath me. A deep growl erupting from all around me, i was terrified.

I closed my eyes and when i opened them i took a step back in disbelief, i was now looking at myself standing  before me, naked with a wicked smile adorning his face, black hair and black eyes. "Who are you?"

"I'm not sure maybe desire, revenge, anger, your pheromones?" His voice echoed all around us, his smile dissipating, "our alpha hurt us we must pay him back." The scars on his thighs reopened and bled profusely, "i will pay him back." The grin now sprawled all over his face again.

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I opened my eyes to a familiar room, my room. My body was soaked, i was sweating in my sleep, "what a fucking dream" i whispered.

I felt a heavy body next to mine i automatically assumed it was my brother, until the aroma of evergreen and apples hit my nose, there was no tobacco, my alpha was at peace.

"My heat, it'll trigger him" i thought. I tried sliding off of the bed, but he caught me with his arm as soon as i moved.

"Where is my omega off to?" His voice raspy from sleeping and his arm pulling me back towards him, i am home when we're together, everything that happened a mere thirteen hours ago a distant memory. I placed my hand on his forearm and began tracing my way down to his hand, the bandage taped on a fresh wound interrupting my fingertips and flashing that sinful smile from my dream through my head, bringing back the harsh reality of what i had done.

"Let go alpha."

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Tae will get better i promise 🥺

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