If I was divergent

Fear

It has been a while since the accident and I haven't hurt myself again. I was so relived that I got better though because everyone kept visiting me and bringing me gifts. I mean usually I would like just a little attention but I never like to much of it.

Hey you okay? Cody asked walking over to me he's been asking me this a lot lately. I don't know if it's just because of the accident or if he's trying to protect me

Yea I'm fine. I replied then started training on the punching bag

Okay good I'm just making sure. Cody said as he watched me

What do I need to be observed now!? I asked getting really annoyed

No it's not that it's just- He started

It's just what huh!!? I'm accident prone? Or I can't be trusted to do one thing for myself!?

No it's just if you tucked your elbows in then swung at the punching bag you would get a better punch. He said adjusting my arms

Oh uh thanks. I replied my face turning bright red

Yea whatever! Cody said then stormed off

No wait Cody I'm sorry. I pleaded as he disappeared into another room

Oh forget about him. A voice said from behind me scaring me to death

I quickly turned around to see Noah standing behind me. Noah is a guy with brown hair, he's six foot something I'd say, he is in really good shape, he definitely has abs, he has muscles, and the prettiest color green eyes you've ever seen if you kept staring into them you'd get lost.

No he's my friend! I snapped at him

Okay okay chill babe. Noah said putting his arm around me

Babe!!? What the hell is wrong with you!? I said removing his arm from my shoulder

Relax I just want to spend some time with you! He said putting his arm around my waist

Get off of me!! I yelled elbowing him in the stomach then running away

Oh your going to regret doing that! Noah replied as he ran up to me and swooped me up by my waist

PUT ME DOWN!!! I screamed flailing my arms and legs all around

Look if you don't calm down I'll drop you so it would be a lot easier if you just relaxed. He said putting one of his hand on my mouth

"Mmhmmmh" I replied trying to talk but it didn't work

Come along now. Noah said laughing and acting like I had a choice

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This is my apartment. Noah said as he set me down and locked the door with a latch witch was to high for me to reach

What do you want with me!? I asked holding back my tears

I just want you. He said slowly walking over to me

GET AWAY FROM ME!!! I screamed and started throwing whatever I could find at him

Haha he replied dodging everything I threw at him then he pushed me on the ground

Just leave me alone. I sobbed tired of fighting

Haha. he laughed again and again as he took off my shirt

NO!! I screamed while I cried and tried punching him

River!! River!!! I heard someone say from a distance then my eyes flashed open

Are you okay? Cody asked from above me

Yea I think so. I replied noticing I was laying on the floor. What happened?

Well you were working out really hard then passed out. Cody said helping me up. What was all that screaming about anyway? Cody asked looking concerned

Well what happened was. I said and explained everything to him

Wait so are you afraid of you know- Cody started

Yes and I think it's called Genophobia. I said looking up at him

Isn't that what Tris has? Cody asked

She had a different form of it. I said looking down. It was scary though

It's okay now it wasn't real. Cody said as we walked off together

A/N: hey guys so River has a fear of sexual activity so that's why she was all scared and stuff. And omg almost 80 reads!!! Thank you guys so much please also check out my other book a skaters life. And I have a new book in the works. Your truly~stela101