Her.

Chapter Eight.

Perri's POV;

As me and Jordan messed around in the studio, pre-recording out latest jingle for the new Kiss breakfast show, we couldnt help but mess around on tiktok, posting videos, posting instagram stories, we knew we should be focusing on this so that we could get back to the studio for tour rehearsals, but this was a lot more fun than someone telling me i was flipping too early, even though i was still landing the flip on the beat i needed to.

"Yo, we should do that flip a switch one" Jordan laughs, as i nod my head, we were both wearing similar clothing for once, grey joggers for rehersals and Jordan was sporting his JBanjoCollection hoodie, i swear he secretly lived in it, and i was wearing my avengers jumper, something me and Jordan both owned much to some people's dismay.

The music starts for the tiktok, and Jordan starts to twerk, making me laugh so much i end up crouching over, ignoring everything else going on in the background. "I think we've pretty much got the jingle done, should we get ready to head to the studio?" Jordan chuckles, as I compose myself, breathing deep to stop myself from laughing again. "Yeah, can we call at Yays to get some milkshakes?" I question, as he nods his head. "I suppose so" Jordan chuckles, as we leave the studio, closing the half done tiktok on my phone as a draft, before we leave Kiss and head to the milkshake bar.

Once we get to the milkshake bar, Jordan goes in, leaving me in the car on the phone to Ashley briefly, before I end the call and open the tiktok up, checking to see how bad it was or if we could save it at the studio. But as I watch it back, I notice the female who I always managed to see, but had never spoken to. Her green eyes captivating me as she looked through the door with a smile on her face, laughing at us silently. "A little help wouldn't go a miss" Jordan chuckles, as he places one tray of milkshakes on my lap, making me shudder at how cold they were, before he looks at me. "What you looking at?" Jordan questions, as I show him my phone. "That girl again" I whisper. "Oh that's Esme, she works with Emily" Jordan smiles, as I nod my head, the conversation I had with Olivia yesterday coming back into my mind.

"Olivia said yesterday that Esme did our show schedule, but that's Emily isn't it?" I question, as Jordan sits back in the car. "I honestly don't think it's Esme, she struggles with speaking to people" Jordan states, as he starts the car up. I open my phone and begin to test Olivia, Esme on my mind whilst I do it, something didn't seem right.

Pel💓 - you know when you said Esme did our show, what do you mean?
Livvy🧡 - she got the job over me, she practically ruined my radio show that's why I now work over ag capital.
Pel💓 - but Jordan said Esme doesn't speak? I know it's Emily who does our show.
Livvy🧡 - I'm telling you Pel, Esme is not someone to be trusted, if she is behind your show she is going to ruin it.

I sigh to myself and run a hand through my lose afro, Jordan looking at me through the corner of his eye. "What?" I question, knowing that Jordan only does this when his thinking something. "Nothing" he states, as his eyes go back to the road in front of him. "No what you are you thinking?" I ask, as he shakes his head. "I don't think Esme does our show, she's too quiet for that, she's just someone in the background" Jordan states, as I nod my head, he was probably right, but something about it just seemed off. "Try not to think about it too much, we can always clarify with Emily tomorrow" Jordan states, as I sigh to myself shaking my head. "Liv said Esme ruined her show and that's why she now works at capital, it would make sense, Liv said that a girl ruined her show" I whisper, Jordan sighs shaking his head. "If you believed everything Liv said I would have to get you assessed she messes with your head more than the weather changes, but because your happy I put up with her" Jordan mumbles, as I roll my eyes. "In your eyes no one will ever be good enough for me" I mutter, as Jordan shakes his head. "No, someone is good enough for you, Olivia just isn't" he whispers, as he pulls up outside the studio, everyone outside waiting for us.

As Jordan exits the car carrying the milkshakes, I sit and think about everything. Olivia wasn't the nicest person, she did say what was on her mind, but I did care about her, and I found her attractive, but I didn't love her. But Esme, I didn't love her either, I didn't know her, but her eyes, something about her eyes stopped me in my tracks, they made me feel safe, they made me feel loved, and deep inside I knew I needed to know her, or at least get to know her. So if Olivia was saying she was our studio manager, it gave me all the more reason to try and get to know her, right?