Chapter 14

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Tris POV
When I wake up again, I'm lying on top of Four. He's so cute when he sleeps. He looks really peaceful. "I know you're staring at me." Shoot. Busted. How would he know that. His eyes are closed. I decide to just close the space between us and kiss him. He kisses back, but when I get up to make breakfast he whines. "What if I didn't want you to leave?"
"Well, I'm already off of you. Maybe you'll get a 'special' treat later. If your good."
"So now I'm a dog."
"I never said that."
"I'll be good," he says while smirking.

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After making breakfast, we eat, and I get a text from my mom.

Hey honey. You have chemo today, so you can go by yourself. Or you could have Caleb take you. Maybe even that boyfriend Caleb told me about.

I answered back...

Mom. Why can't you take me. Wait, let me guess your working.

I am. I'm really sorry Beatrice. I wish I could be with you.

It's okay. Love you mom.

Love you too.

After that, Four comes and wraps his arms around me. "Hello, Love."
"Hi." I sound bummed, probably because I am.
He notices, "What's wrong?"
"I have chemotherapy today, and mom can't take me because she has work. Caleb won't want to, do I'm all alone. I hate chemotherapy so much." I sort of whisper the last part.
"I'll take you."
"You would?" He nods. "I love you." And then I kiss him.
"I love you too." He says while kissing back.

This is how it should always be. Just a girl and a boy, happy. Kissing, laughing, having fun. In the real world. I used to be this shy, oversensitive girl. And now, I'm dating the cutest bad boy in school. How does that happen.

We continue kissing until the alarm I set goes off. Crap. We have an hour until we need to leave. I take a super fast shower and dry my hair. I decided to wear something warm since its a little chilly, probably jeans. I decide on ripped skinny jeans. A black tank top with a cream and black zigzag sweater. I decide to wear my black boots and put my hair in a high ponytail. (At the beginning of the chapter.) Four dresses nicely in dark jeans and a button down shirt, saying he's going to take me for dinner afterwards.

"Four, we have to go now."
"Okay. But one thing, don't call me Four anymore. It's just a nickname."
"What am I supposed to call you."
"Tobias. But only when it's just us. Okay?" He kisses me.
"Okay." (I swear I didn't plan that TFIOS moment.)

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At the hospital, we went to floor 3 and I told the lady my name. I sat in the waiting room with Tobias. There was only one more seat available. Two elders came and I offered my seat to the one. I stood with my cart beside me while Tobias sat. He patted his lap. I sat down and kissed his cheek. "I love you. Forever and Always."
"Forever and Always."

My doctor then called my name, and Toby and I walked hand in hand to my room. I sat on the white bed while he sat in the plastic chair. "Okay, I'll have a nurse come in and do the chemo. I'll be back in an hour or so to see how you're doing."
"Okay. Thank you."

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When the nurse comes in she takes my arm and puts the little IV connected to the chemo bag on my arm. Into my veins. Normally people wouldn't like a needle in their arm, but I'm so used to it I can barely tell it's there. I look over at Tobias and smile. He wasn't looking back, but he smiles too. He must sense this.

When I'm on chemo, I start to lose my hair. If my cancer goes away for a fact I won't care, but there are other faults. I can't eat as much and I feel tired and woozy easily.

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When I get to leave, I start feeling a little weird. I start walking but it's like the world is swaying and its caving in. I fall to the ground. Toby helps me up and we walk out together. I wanted to drive, but he obviously wouldn't let me. I pouted. "No fair."
"Tris." He said sternly. "No."
I left it like that.

Back at my house, Caleb was there. I was put on the couch by Four, but I pulled him closer for a kiss before he could leave. I love him so much. Then someone cleared there throat. Oh hey Caleb. When did he get her. I shrug and continue kissing Toby. That is until I get really tired and lie down completely on the couch. I move over a little so he can sleep to. "No it's alright. I can sleep on the floor."
"No. We can go to my bed."
"Alright." I pick her up and put her under her covers in the right and climb in on the left. She cuddles right into me and I drape my arm over her waist. I kiss her head and say goodnight although it was only 4pm.

And that's a rap. Tell me whatcha think.
xxAshleigh

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