Just friends with benefits right?

I love you but I hate you

Jo's pov

The weeks flew by after Hero gave me my beautiful promise ring we lived our best lives. He even set me up with Jamie as my new manager. He was very excited to take me on and even booked me for an audition in Los Angeles. I'm so excited but sad at the same time because Hero can't accompany me because he's already booked for a shoot in Milan. "This sucks" Hero says watching me pack my bags. "Babe it's only for a week and then we'll be home again" I say giving him a kiss. "Fuck I've never cared about another girl this bad what if something happens and I'm not there" he says anxiously. "I'm a big girl Hero I can handle myself trust me ok love" I say. We make love fast and hard both of us reaching our orgasms fast. "Fuck baby I love you and I'll miss you so bad" Hero says after we are done showering. "I'll miss you so much too babe" I say kissing him. Felix and Mercy drive us to the airport since Hero's flight is 30 mins after mines. "Go kill that audition Ms. Aussie" Felix says giving me a hug and then tells Hero "don't be too sad away from your girl bruv" and gives him a bro hug. "Love you both be safe" Mercy says giving us both hugs. Me and Hero walk through Heathrow and through security and baggage claim our hands clutched together unless we have to be seperated for check points. We reach my gate after the last called all boarding for Los Angeles, California over the loudspeaker. "I love you Hero" i say trying to hold my tears in he looks at me and says "I love you more" and gives me a passionate kiss. As I go to leave he pulls me back for one more hug and kiss I giggle and say "I'll call you when I land." I head to the agent and give him my ticket turning back for one last look at Hero before I don't see him for a week but he is already gone. Probably trying to get to his flight it's across the other side of the airport. My flight to L.A was long I tried to sleep most of it but ended up just scrolling through my phone. After landing my sister Katherine picked me up she recently bought a house here in L.A. so I will be staying with her. "How's you and your sexy British man?" She asks me teasingly. "Better than ever look at the promise ring he gave me" as I show Kat the Claddagh ring "Oohh he's serious then" she says. "I think so I'm his first ever girlfriend" I tell her. "Oh no" she says. "What's that supposed to mean" I say I defensively crossing my arms. "It's just that maybe he thinks that's what a boyfriend is supposed to do just to keep having sex with you" she says. "No he loves me I can tell" I tell her seriously. "He better or I'll chop his balls off" she says seriously which makes me burst into laughter. We head to Kat's place and we order some Chinese food. As we are waiting on the food I decide to text Hero to let him now I made it safe.

Hero🚀: Hey love landed safe already at Kat's about to eat dinner. Are you in Milan yet? Miss and love you xoxo. Jo.

Jo🌍♥️: Hey baby girl I'm so jet lag they got us doing fittings for 3 damn days and then 3 days of shooting with one relax day in between. Ugghh wish you were here with me miss and love you so much good night love I'm about to pass out from jet lag. Xoxo H.

Hero's pov

I was pissed when Jamie told me he had booked Jo for an audition the same week I was booked for the Milan photoshoot. I was hoping for her to come with me. The whole day we were leaving I was sulking until she gave me some mind blowing sex even if we did have to hurry it along so we didn't miss our flights. After I dropped her at the gate and she walked away to the gate I bolted because I started to cry like a little bitch. After boarding my plane and making the long journey to Milan. My friend Alex who is also a model picked me up. "Hey my man we got an epic party to go to tonight" he says as soon as I get in his car. "Nah man fuck I'm so jet lag I'm going straight to bed" I tell him seriously. "Well they got us doing fittings for the next 3 days then 1 rest day and 3 days of shooting" he tells me. "Uggh fuck me" I say groaning as Alex laughs at me. I look at my phone and realize I haven't heard from Jo. Shit I forgot to take it off airplane mode. As soon as I fix it a minute later a text from Jo pops up and I immediately smile and reply back to her about all the shit they are making me do and how much I love and miss her and that I'm going to bed. I get dropped off at the hotel and go to check in and head to my room as soon as I'm in the door I run to the bed and lay on it passing out. The next day we have fittings with the other models me, Alex, Kendall, Sophia, and Evan. They decide after the fitting we should all go on Kendall's boat. We are all chilling on the boat drinking and having a good time when all of a sudden Kendall slides over to me and tries to kiss me. I turn my head and say "sorry I have a girl now." "Oh but she's not here and I am" she says licking her lips and I'm immediately sickened at the thought of her lips touching me. "I'm not interested I'm going back to my hotel now" I tell her and leave to go to find Alex and Evan. "Yo dudes I'm out of here" I say to them. "What FT I thought you'd be fucking Kendall by now" Alex says laughing. "I have a fucking girlfriend you dick" I say gritting my teeth. "Fuck man I'm sorry I didn't know" he says sincerely. "Yeah we might have a problem then" Evan says. "What why?" I ask him and he shows me Kendall's post it's a picture of me on her boat and she captioned it #FuckingHeroOnMyBoatTonight #MySexyBritishBoyToy.