Are You The One ?

🔥Chapter Eight🔥

"Her heaven would be a love without betrayal. Ashes to ashes, dust to side chicks."

I woke up to the sight of my baby sound asleep on my arm. He looked so cute when sleep. I looked over at the clock to see what time it was. 

Damn, it's almost 1 in the afternoon. I don't remember what time we got in last night but it couldn't have been that late. 

Anyways, I know we have some more things planned for today just like yesterday so we should be getting ready soon. But the thing is I don't want to wake my baby up. After all, he did drive the whole way here yesterday while the rest of us slept. Even though I need to pee, ima let him sleep. Even though my arm is sleep and I can barely feel it, ima let him sleep.

Now I'm just laying here bored staring up at the ceiling. My mind starts wandering...

"I gave you the key to my heart because you are the only one that deserves it and the only that has it. I fell in love with you the moment I met you."

Those words have been replaying in my head all night. 

To be honest, I'm glad he spoke first last night that way I know exactly how he was feeling. I would've hated to go first and express how I feel and he didn't feel the same way. 

Even hearing him say that he fell in love with me the first day we saw each other on the first day of school made me smile. I knew the first day I saw him that I wanted him to be mine. And that's exactly what I did. And I want him to be mine for a long time. 

All the words that we shared to each other last night, I know that we both meant it. Like when I told him that I promise to always protect him. Saying that, I was also talking about myself. I will do whatever it takes to better myself and control my anger. I don't want that to be the reason I lose my baby. 

I haven't felt this way about someone in a long time. I've had my fair share of relationships at my old school. Well, I won't call them "relationships", more like situationships. They would last no longer than a month. There were some that I couldn't see myself being in long term and the others were just nothing but sex. 

Don't get me wrong, I love to fuck but there are times where I want to do more. And I feel like I will be able to do more with Kendrick.

And speaking of Kendrick, I saw the way Korey was looking at him yesterday at the bonfire. My baby told me not to worry about it and I trust him but that nigga got one more time to look at him before the snow outside is covered in his blood.

I felt him start to shuffle and I'm glad he did because that brought life into my arm as I was able to feel it again. 

"Good morning bae" he said still wiping the sleep out his eyes. 

"Morning baby."

"What you been up thinking about?"

"Nothing really. I was just laying here waiting for you to wake up."

I leaned down to give him a morning kiss but he blocked my face with his hand and turned his head. 

"Nope. We both haven't brushed our teeth yet."

"Ight, so give me a kiss so we can go and brush them." He looked at me with "are you serious" face. 

Yes nigga, I am serious. 

He eventually turned his head back into my direction before leaning forward. He gave me a small peck on the lips before getting up and going into the bathroom. 

That wasn't the kiss I was hoping for but a kiss is kiss so I can't complain. 

I followed him into the bathroom as he had just flushed the toiler and was walking over to the sink to wash his hands. I went and did the same thing as I needed to pee bad.