"Why do you consider yourself undeserving? Why are you afraid of love? You think it's not possible for someone like you."
Working on this art project has not been as bad as I expected it to be. When I found out that I wasn't working with my lil baby, I was pissed. But when I heard who he had to work with, I wanted to flip every desk in that classroom. Of all people, the teacher just had to pair him with the one nigga I don't like.
Neither of us wanted to work with the partners that we were paired with. But it's a good thing we already have a trust system set in our relationship.
The first few days with Kat were just me ignoring her basically. All I kept thinking about was how I wanted to work with Kendrick and wondering if Korey was keeping his eyes to himself. I let Kat make all the decision when it came to the project. She chose the Nike logo which I didn't expect her to chose. She didn't look like the Nike wearing type.
Although my mind was on Kendrick, I had to get over the fact that we are working with different partners. I thought back to the conversation me and him had a few months ago when he asked me to take school serious. I realized that I had to put all attention into the project as it not only affects me but also Kat.
As I starting working on the assignment with my partner, I noticed that it wasn't hard at all. Once I had the routine down pat, I found myself enjoying it. I was in the zone, I was focused to the point where I didn't realize how much we had got done.
No one except Kendrick knows how much I used to love art and how good I am at it. It's been some time since I've did anything other than draw so I was a bit rusty. I got back into the groove as I continued working. It felt like I never lost my touch.
Maybe I can go to college for art?
Nah! Who am I kidding? I'm done with this school shit after graduation, if I can even get that far. It's only so much of it I can take.
But on another note, working with Kat hasn't been bad at all. She was the complete opposite from the first time we met. She wasn't flirting with me or nothing. We were having real, genuine conversations.
I don't understand why she couldn't have been like that the first time we met.
She may be cool now but that don't mean we bout to be friends and shit. We can be cool with each other from a distance. I still don't trust her.
Anyways, Kendrick was supposed to be coming over in a few minutes, so we had to start wrapping up this work session. I told Katerina to leave everything on the table and that I'd see her tomorrow at school.
When she left, I cleaned off the table and put everything in my room. Then I quickly changed and waited for Kendrick to text me. When he did and told me that he was outside, I opened the door and picked him up, wrapping my arms around him tightly before he had the chance to say anything. Followed by me pressing my lips against his.
I missed my lil baby.
"Why hello to you too" he said as we walking into the house and sat down on the couch.
"My bad, I just missed you babe. That's all."
"Don't apologize, it's cute. But how was your day working with what's her name....Kam?"
"Oh shit, my baby got jokes" I said before we both starting laughing. "But nah, it was the chill. Got a lot more done today. How about you?"
"Pretty boring. I feel like this project is taking FOREVER to finish. It's honestly draining but anything for Rihanna" he spoke.
Taking a look at him, it looked as if he had something else on his mind but didn't wanna tell me.
"Babe, what else is going on? Something about you seems off today. You're not your usual self."
"It's nothing, I'm fine. Trust me. Let's just lay here and watch a movie, please?" he asked me and I followed his request.
We found some random movie on tv to watch for the next couple of hours. Kendrick laid down on the couch with his head in my lap the entire time. I tried watching the movie but it was hard to focus because I was wondering what he wasn't telling me.
I won't bug him about it but hopefully he tells me when he is ready. And I hope he remembers that I'm here for him especially after all the times he's been there for me.
Man, this is not how I was expecting to spend my time with him today. But on the bright side, I'm glad that he's here.
END OF CHAPTER 12!!!
Sorry for the short chapter. My mind kinda went blank in the middle of me writing. The next chapter will be better.
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