Are You The One ?

❄Chapter Nine❄

"God was in the room when the man said to the woman, 'I love you so much. Wrap your legs around me and pull me in, pull me in, pull. me. in."

Happy New Year bitches!

This is our first week back from Christmas break and I hate every bit of it. Like for instance, why did we come back to school on a Friday? Why couldn't they just let us come back on Monday?

The good thing about it being a new year is that it means we are 5 months away from graduation. And lord knows I can't wait to leave this hell hole. 

And speaking of New Years, I spent mine with my favorite person in the world. My man, my future baby daddy. We went over to Dondre's house to ring in the new year with him and Jazmine. They all drunk champagne (don't ask me how they got it) and being that I don't drink, I drunk apple cider. 

It's something different about sharing your first kiss of the year with the person you love. It's a special feeling. One that I've never felt before. 

Now, here I am, bored in class waiting for the final bell to ring so I can go home. 

And like clockwork, I heard the bell go off. I wasted no time leaving the classroom and walking to my locker. I grabbed my bookbag and my jacket, closed my locked then made my way over to my man's locker. 

When I got there, I wrapped my arms around his neck and connected my lips with his. I told him that I was going to text him later and that I loved him. I loved hearing him say it back to me. Leaving from by his locker, I met Jazmine outside the school.

We were going to hang out at house. I miss her company. I feel like we haven't hung out, just us two in a while. I just miss taking to her and there's something important I needed to talk to her about. 

Arriving at my house, it was empty as predicted. My parents should be home in 2 hours. Me and Jaz grabbed some snacks out the kitchen before heading up to my room. 

"So, I'm not sure if you know but tomorrow is Dwayne and I's two month anniversary" I started.

I know that may not seem like a big milestone for some people but it is for me. 

"Bestie really? I'm so happy for you. Why does it feel like ya have been together longer than that?"

I feel that same way. 

"And being that tomorrow make two months, I think it's time I finally introduce him to my parents. And not only that but I think I'm ready to fully give myself  to him." I put emphasis on the word 'myself' so she would catch on. 

"If you're ready then why do you sound unsure?" she asked me.

"I don't know. I guess I'm just scared and nervous at the same time. What if after we finish, he starts acting differently? Or what if that is all he wants from me? I can't deal with another breakup" I confessed. 

"For one, you need to calm your ass down and breathe" she said while laughing. "And two, that is not going to happen. I've seen the way you two look at each other and the way you two act around each other. He loves you way too much to do that to you."

Maybe she's right. Dwayne's showed me time and time again how much he loves me and is in this for the long run. 

"Thank you. I needed to heard that. But that's enough about me. How are you and Dondre doing?"

"We not on speaking terms right now."

Here they go.

"What did he do now?" I asked.

"He's just doing dumb shit that he knows is gonna piss me off."

I don't know what I'm gonna do with these two. This is a normal thing with them. They're not going through a breakup, they just have these moments where one isn't talking to the other. It doesn't last long though. They're usually back talking and all up under each other the next day.