scars // johnnie guilbert

chapter 1

storm's pov:

why can't i push a button and just shut off my thoughts?!

it's late night and my thoughts are killing me alive once again but whatever, i'm used to it..

it's a late summer night of july and i can't sleep because i'm thinking about my future...

"you're never gonna have a good future if you keep going on like that! get your lazy ass up and do something with your so called life, you dumb lazy bitch!"
those were my mom's last words before she walked out of the door and from my life. it's been 2 years and i never saw her face until that day. not that i want to anyways.

UGH i'm so dumb, i didn't even told you who i am yet!
well, let me me introduce myself.
my name's storm, i'm 17 and i'm still going to school unfortunately but i'm finishing next year.

i don't really have friends because i'm emo and i like darker stuff than "normal" people usually like. for example, i like "scremo" bands as what they call them and more rock, metal, punk rock stuff like sleeping with sirens, motionless in white, etc. i like chill music too such as the killers, HIM etc.
i basically like what sounds good in my ears no matter if that's pop or rock.

people don't like me because i'm wearing black clothes 24/7 and black eyeliner (and sometimes eyeshadow on) too. if i don't wear eyeliner, i feel like i'm naked LOL and sometimes when i'm walking down the street, i keep getting weird and annoying stares but i just ignore them and keep walking faster.

my life is not that simple and sometimes i get really sad to the point i'm breaking down and start hurting myself.

i just hope everything works out well in the end.

hey loves!
i wrote this at 2am LOL i hope this wasn't that much of a trash :P
leave a comment & vote if you'd like me to continue with this story :)

cya next chapter!