Danganronpa ship one shots

Suicide note

Tw?: mention of suicide and bullying

Kaito's pov:

Rantaro has been really odd lately, even tho we're dating he just ignores me....it kind of makes me sad but I know he won't do that just because. Currently I'm at his house we haven't spent that much time together so we decided to watch some movies and make sweets or stuff like that.
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Hours have passed it's really late, I think it's 1 am but...something is telling me to look around his room. I've been here a lot of times I pretty much know every corner of this house but something feels new. One particular item calls my attention, a notebook he carries with him it's kind of weird I don't know what but something is telling me to read it. As quietly as possible I stood up and grabbed the notebook opening to the first page.

'Just another day where everyone labels me as a playboy, I don't understand why I've never dated more than one person at once and I'm happy with Kaito but I guess people just don't care- September 6 2019'

I turned the page

'Homework assignment, gossiping on the hallways, being surrounded by girls who just don't understand I'm gay. I wonder if I'll ever get out of the hell- September 8 2019'

'I had another panic attack today, in the boys bathroom third floor. I don't know when I'll stop having this panic attacks but I just hope it ends soon- October 3 2019'

'Anti depressants, panic attacks, whole shit of homework, and gossip. Sometimes I wish I'll just disappear and see if the gossip stops- October 27 2019'

Each page has a note but one called my attention the most it was at the end of whole notebook.

"Huh? Kaito....? What are you doing awake...?" Rantaro's sleepy voice rang his bangs on his face. "Why...?" He looked at me fully confused. "Why didn't you tell me...?" "About what?" "The panic attacks! Anti depressants! Suicidal thoughts! The gossips! Your self hate!" Rantaro seemed to fully wake up to this, he looked at me until he realized the notebook on my hands. "Kaito!" He yanked the notebook out of my hands and put it away. "H-How much did you r-read?" "Everything, Rantaro why didn't you tell me? I-I care about you" "you don't get it Kaito" "I know but please try talking to me about it! I swear I'll try my best to understand!" "C-can we stop talking about this?"

"No! Rantaro im concerned about you! I love you, I want you to feel happy but I can't help you if you hide this type of stuff from me!" Rantaro stood up and opened the door. "I don't want to talk about it and I don't need your help, if I don't talk to anyone about this is because I can deal with it by *myself*" he got out of the room and closed the door behind him. I sighed and looked at the place where he hid the notebook, I reached for it again and opened it to the last page.

"To whoever reads this, I'm not sorry, life is A bitch that moment one will ever fully understand. Humanity is the greatest danger that's know of, people hurt others just to make themselves feel confident or superior. It really sucks to fall down into a pit of despair but can it really be helped when your live is fucked up? Propel might think that good looks and nice relationships means it all but there's so much more than that. I just wished for my pain to end and if someone is actually reading this then I guess I completed my own personal quest"

I felt tears run down my face as I reread his suicide note. I need to find him, I quickly got up and exited the room looking for Rantaro. "Rantaro?!" Not in his sisters rooms, not in living room, not in the kitchen. I got out of the house and went to his favorite place, it's a small place where a cherry blossom tree stands he likes to sit there and eat sweets with tea. I opened the gate to small plaza closing it behind me, "Rantaro?" I heard silent sobs coming form a corner of the plaza.

"Shh it's okay I'm here it's just me" I went up to hi and hugged him. "I-I'm s-s-sorry.." "shh it's okay" I held him close, he fully turned to me and begun clinging on me. We stayed there for a fairly long time, I think he fell asleep. "My beautiful ran ran" i softly smile and ran my hand through his silky hair. "I'm sorry Kaito" I was wrong he's awake he's just laying on top of me. "It's alright" he got up from me and looked at me directly in the eyes. "I'm tired, wanna go back inside?" "Yeah it's kinda cold out here" we both got up and went inside holding hands. "Kaito?" "yeah?" "Please never go through my stuff again, it's kind of hard to tell people about my struggles.."

"I'm sorry Rantaro, I promise I'll never go through your stuff again" "thank you.." we both entered his room and immediately laid down on his bed falling into a deep slumber.

(Bet you didn't see that one coming)