Anime x Reader Oneshots

Kirishima x Insecure!Reader: Insecurities

Warning: Mentions of cutting and depression

-Your POV-

I was walking to class with Bakugo and my beloved boyfriend Eijirou. Bakugo was acting like we didn't exist and then kept calling Eijirou "Crappy Hair." I never minded because I made fun of Bakugo all the time as payback.

He never hurt me mostly because I was dating Eijirou. I hung out with the boys a lot and Mina too.

I started feeling a little unsure of myself. Seeing how everyone advances and I'm still behind it sucks. My confidence was shot and I started feeling useless more and more.

My aunt didn't help much. My parents work abroad so they left me here so I would be able to go to UA. But, my aunt always told me I was useless and a burden. I never cared because I always felt she was wrong, but lately, I started questioning myself.

"(Y/N).... (Y/N)!" I snapped out of my trance due to Kaminari.

I giggled sheepishly, "Sorry, I spaced out." Ei looked at me weirdly and turned back to Bakugo quickly.

Kami grinned, "It's okay, but you've been spacing out a lot, are you sure you're okay (Y/N)?"

I nodded, "Don't worry, I'm fine. I just don't seem to sleep well enough. Too much noise from the outside lately." I tried to lie my way out of it, but Ei looked at me weirdly again.

When we left for our dorms Bakugo left ahead to avoid us. I entered my room and laid down on my bed. I got my usual text from my aunt to check on me since we moved in last week. "Were you lying to them back there?"

I looked to see Ei looking at me sternly, but the worry was obvious in his eyes. I gulped a little as looked at the floor, "No, I have been having trouble sleeping. I'm just tired okay."

He cupped my face in his hands and was really close to my face. I could feel his breath tickling my nose. He kept staring at me his eyes seemed to pierce through my lies. "You're hiding something from me. Please, tell me what's wrong."

I looked down to the floor, "Not yet, please give me some time. I promise when I'm ready, I'll tell you everything."

He kissed my lips as I put my arms around his neck. He let me go after a couple of seconds and nodded, "Alright, I'll wait for now. Just know you can trust me." I nodded and smiled at him we cuddled the rest of the day.

-Kirishima's POV-

I walked around talking with Bakubro. I knew he considered us an annoyance, but we didn't really care. I was worried about (Y/N) all night though. She's hiding something I know it.

It started 1 week before we moved into the dorms and it just kept getting worse. I don't know why it took me so long to ask and now she says she needs more time. But, if she isn't ready then I shouldn't push her.

Although, I don't know if it's what I should do. If she doesn't talk to someone how will she let all those emotions flow, she just keeps them bottled up. I don't want to see her go through that, I love her too much.

Now that I think about it, we've been dating for 2 months and we never even whispered those three little words. To be honest, I want to shout those words from the top of my lungs.

My train of thought reached its stop when I heard sniffling in my room. I opened the door to find (Y/N) with a bloody arm next to my bed. "(Y/N)!" I ran over and bandaged her arm.

She started crying, "I'm sorry, I just wanted the pain to stop. I'm such a burden to everyone I care about."

I looked up at her, her eyes full of hurt and fear. I cleaned off her tears and cupped her face, "You're not. You have never been a burden, you're amazing, beautiful, powerful, intelligent, I could go on for years of how awesome you are."

She was taken back by my words, but she broke down, "You're a liar. I know I'm weak, I know I'm useless nothing can ever change that."

I was starting to get mad hearing her talk down to herself like that, "No, you have never been useless or weak even Bakugo can agree to that and he never agrees that anyone beside All Might is strong."

She looks at me with tears flowing and she shouts at me, "Why do you even care!?"

"Because I love you," I shouted back without thinking it through.

She started to blush and my face was redder than my hair, "What, what did you say?"

I smiled and cupped her face and I leaned in closer, "I love you."

She smiled and kissed me for a long while until we run out of breath, "I love you too. I always have."

I hugged her and tightly, "Never think you're worthless because you're not, you never have been and you never will be."

She kissed me again and her hands went around my neck as mine went around her waist. She started running her hands through my hair as I pulled her closer to me. We broke the kiss and cuddled for the rest of the day.