My Love, My Life

Let's Just Kiss, And Say Goodbye

Theodosias P.O.V

Today was the day. Phillip was leaving. To Germany. He was just staying for like a month then going to Paris. I wish I could go with him. But I'm still in school. He is too! How is he able to just leave?! I sighed as I saw Phillip moving around packing. I realized he wasn't wearing a shirt as I blushed. Oh my god, he's soo hot!! I stared at him as he began stacking up clothes and what not as he looked at me asked, " What?" I blushed said, " N-Nothing!" He laughed said, " Surre, your probably just admiring me from afar." I said, " What? No!" He smiled said, " Come here." I timidly walked toward him as he said, "I'm going to miss you. A lot." I said, " I know. Your going to blow them all away." He said, " Thanks. You gonna be okay here alone?" I nodded said," I think so..." I said, "Can I at least help you pack? It's the least I can do..." He said, " Sure." I sighed he said, " You'll be able to come soon." I asked, " When?" He said, "Soon." I asked, " When's soon?" He said, " It'll be here before you know it!" I sighed putting clothes in his suitcase set as he put shoes away. I asked, "Will you really need most of this?" He said, " I'll be gone for two months. Well, I'll be back before graduation. I'm coming back a week before graduation actually." I said, " Oh." He said, " I'm not leaving forever baby girl. Just for a while." I sighed said, " Alright." He said, "Good. Now help me..." I laughed kissing his cheek as I began to help....

Later...

Before I knew it, Mrs Eliza came to pick him up. I smiled as Phillip turned after his mom put his stuff away as he ran to me, hugging me said, " I love you Theodosia. So much." I said, " I'll text and call you everyday. I love you too. " He smiled as we cried holding eachother as I gave him a long passionate kiss as we let go as he said, " Goodbye. I'll see you soon sweetie." I said, " B-Bye baby." He smiled and got in the car as they drove off her waved as I waved back. I smiled as I turned walking inside and went up to the dorm and pulled on one of Phillips sweatshirts. It'll totally make me feel a lot more better. I sighed as I decided to watch RENT again. But instead decided to watch Miranda. I made myself popcorn as I hear my phone ding as I lunged at it hoping it was Phillip but instead Zuri.

Text messages between Theodosia and Zuri

Zuri: Hey Theo. I heard about Phillip. You need anything?

Theo: Just a friend to watch Miranda with. I'll need a shoulder to cry on.

Zuri: Okay. I'll be there in 5.

Theo: Thx.

Zuri: Anytime.

I sighed as I ate the popcorn and turned and walked over to the grand piano. I barely heard Phillip play it. We only played in high school together. It was so long ago... I sure miss those days... I slid on the bench opening it up as the piano keys looked smooth and inviting. I took out sheet music as I saw a note. It said; Dear Theodosia, it's Phillip. One day my mother bought me sheet music. I memorized it and now, I'd like for you to have it. We can do songs together like old times! It's called Maybe by Yiurma. It's my father's favorite. Maybe you'll like it. We can play it together. Someday...Someday. Anyway, I'm in Germany right now... I love you a lot.

With Lots Of Love, Your darling Phillip.

I smiled as my eyes welled up. He knew. All along. I looked at the music as I propped it up and began to figure it out. After a while, I finally got it down and got to at least measure ten. My hands were tired as I got up and sighed. I'm starting to miss him... He's came this far. I have to be strong. Like Momma... I sighed lost in thought as I decided to not watch TV or anything. Zuri came in as she brought food. I smiled as she asked, "How you handling this?" I said, " He left me sheet music. " Zuri said, " That's sweet of him." I sighed said, " I just... don't know. " Zuri said, " Well, I'm here if you need me." I asked, " How's Jamal?" She said, " He's a'ight." I said, " That's it?" She said, " What else should I say? We didn't do it like you and Phillip! " I blushed said, " How do you know 'bout that?" She said, " Uhm...Cause I knew it'll happen eventually. " I sigehd said, " Well, its life." She said, " Well, what do you want to do? " I sighed said, " Uhhh...." She sighed as she went to kitchen. I sigehd and looked outside as I wondered what Phillip was up to. I sure miss him. A lot. I sighed, as Zuri handed me a cup of tea. Oolong. Which was my favorite. I smiled said, " Thanks." She said, "That's what friends are for." I smiled and began to drink. I went to Phillips room and sat on his bed. He was staying in a hotel so he didn't need any of his sleeping stuff. I didn't think so at least. So far, it's been hard without him. I guess I didn't realize how much he means to me. Wow. How clueless can I be? I sighed putting th tea aside as I decided to call him. Brrrrrr.........Beep! "Hello?" I hesitated said, " H-hi Pip." Phillip said, " Oh, hey baby girl! How you feeling?" I said, " I miss you. Thank you for for the sheet music." He said, "oh, you got it?" I said, " Of course, it means a lot." He said, " I hope it did. I was going to give it to you yesterday, but you were hurting a lot so I left you alone." I said, " Babe...that would've cheered me up a ton." Phillip said, " Oh, I didn't help much?" I said, " You did! Your seriously my shining knight in armor." He laughed. Even from far away, his laugh is adorable. He said, " That's sweet of you to say Darling. " I said, "Well, are you on the plane?" Phillip said, " It's actually a Private plane. Only for friends and family. My auntie Angelica gave it to Momma on her birthday. " I said, " wow.  That's cool!" He said, " Yeah, I like it since it's just me and Momma, and our pilot." I said, "Nice." He said, " I'm actually super nervous since I have a concert tonight. Can you give some advice?" I laughed said, " Absolutely. Just take a deep breath baby. And relax, and loosen up. Especially your hands. " He said, " Okay." I heard him breathing as he said, "Okay. What now?" I said, " Don't stress out. It just makes everything worse. Trust me." Phillip said, " I do trust you. Y'know, your seriously a Goddess. " I smiled said, " Thank you, " He said, " Not just for your beauty, you just...are so nice and sweet and perfect to go for help. Your amazing Theo. And I love you, I gotta go. Bye," I said, " I love you too.. Bye baby. " Click!  I sighed and drank my tea thinking about Phillip.