My Love, My Life

What Now?

Phillips P.O.V

After what happened yesterday, Theo has been quiet lately but still continued to protest. She didn't drive, she just walked there. I went with her as she would do it a lot. She didn't tell Zuri, Jamal, or Angie what happened. I honestly thought she should've but I guess she's right. I don't get it, I want to understand though. I was in Calculus class as I was doing a worksheet Theodosia was in Music class right now. I wanted to text her but she wouldn't be able to see it since she was usually playing or practicing or singing. I sighed as I finished the worksheet and turned it in and got the rest of my homework, and went back to my dorm. When I got there, Zuri was there. I asked, " Hey Zuri, what are you here for?" Zuri said, "My Momma told me what happened to you and Theo yesterday. " I sighed said, "Well-" Zuri said, "Personally, I think it was your fault since you were saying stuff...And you reached toward your car. " I sighed. I guess I didn't think about that...

Zuri asked, " Do you even understand what's been happening? " I said, " Yeah, y'know I'm mixed right?" Zuri said, " What? Seriously? " I said, " Yeah, any way I get everything that's been going on and I know why Theo has been...different since all this started." Zuri said, " Hm. Things like this has been happening to her since high school. She still gets called derogitorial terms everyday. So do I and Jamal and Destiny and Kenya..." I sighed. I didn't know that. I said, "But-" Zuri said, "I know, they should stop. But whatever, I've gotten used to it. I'm not as hot headed as Theo is but she should understand when it's time to talk and when it's time to just ignore... Same for you, and I heard since it was on tv. Someone videotaped you guys yesterday that time anyway. It's all over the place...so everyone knows now, there's no point in keeping quiet now..." I sighed. What Now?

Theodosias P.O.V

I sighed as I pushed the harp away as I felt someone tap my shoulder. I flinched and turned, there was the violin player James who asked, " Are you the girl who got pulled over by that cop and had to get padded down and stuff?" I said, "Yeah- how do you know about that?" James said, " It's on TV." I asked, " What? Nobody was there!" James said, "I was. I saw it and video taped it." I asked, "Why?" James said, " Cause it's wrong and everyone should know that. Especially your boyfriend. " I said, "I'm sure he already knows. Can you not?" James said, " Oh. Well I get it." I said, " No you don't! Your white. You haven't experienced it because of that so don't tell me you understand when it hasn't even happened to you." James was quiet as I got up going to my dorm. What a idiot.

When I got to my dorm, I saw Zuri come out. I asked, "What were you doing? " Zuri said, "I told Phillip about what happened. " I said," Oh." Zuri asked, " How do you feel about it?" I said, "I feel mad cause that officer shouldn't have touched me like that. But he didn't shoot anyone he only pointed his gun at me. Nothing really happened." Zuri said, " Keep telling yourself that..." I said, " What what do you expect me to do? " Zuri said, "Use that big mouth of yours. What else would you do?" I said," But...I'll figure it out..." Zuri said, " That's my girl." She patted my shoulder and walked down the hall as I sighed and went in. Phillip was sitting at the bar with a glass in hand. I said, " Well, how was your day?" Phillip said, " Well...long. but it was okay...You?" I said, " Annoying. Anyway, we have a concert coming up in a few months. And people were talking about what happened yesterday. Turns out it's all over the place...." Phillip said, " Zuri just told me...Anyway, is there anything you want to do?" I asked, " Can we go swimming? " Phillip said, " Okay." I sighed as I walked into my room and pulled out a pretty bathing suit which was:

This is what she's wearing (BTW, she does still have a six pack. )
I pulled it on as I looked in the mirror and posed around and sighed. Hm. I guess I'm still fine. I look just like I was in high school. But my butt did get bigger... I took out my phone and took a picture as I seem pretty satisfied with my body image. I tapped my acrylics against my leg as I grabbed my beach bag filling it with a towel, my phone, a skirt, my Polaroid camera and slung it on my shoulder and put my sunglasses on as I went to sit down and Phillip came out as I pulled on my skirt that was blue. Phillip looked at me for a while as I asked, " What?" Phillip said, " You just look...so pretty." I blushed said, "Thank you, you look nice too." Phillip grabbed my waist pulling me close as I gave him a long kiss. He smiled as I grabbed my bag and slid on my flip flops as we walked to the swimming pool together as he kept his arm around me as some people looked at us as it took them a second to realize we were a couple. I felt a bit worried. Was I good enough for Phillip? What if I'm not? Maybe that's what everyone is talking about behind my back... Phillip asked, " You alright baby? " I got out of my gaze, said, " Yeah, I'm okay. Let's go to the beach instead!" Phillip said, " Oh, okay. " We climbed into the car as he drove down to the beach as we set up our spot as I sat down as Phillip asked, " Aren't you going to swim?" As he pulled his shirt off leaving him in just his swim trunks. I said," I mean..." Phillip smirked as I pulled off my skirt as he grabbed my hand pulling me to the water I squealed as he picked me up throwing me in. I fell with a SPLASH! As I went up spitting out the water and shook my head as my afro suddenly got wet and long. Phillip laughed said, " Your hair! It looks so pretty!" I jumped on his back as he flopped down into the water as I laughed getting off so I don't hurt him. He splashed me as we got into a splash fight as I ran to the blanket under the umbrella as he ran after me landing on top of me as he said, " You ain't going nowhere. " I laughed uncontrollably as he began tickling me as I laughed hard saying, " S-Stop Phillip! Aahhha! Aaaggghhh! Stop Pipp!" He laughed resting his hands on my thighs as I was out of breath from laughing as I tucked a strand behind his ear as he smiled as he began to kiss me long as I realized that we were in public as I pushed him off me, he laughed as I said, " Geesh, you almost lost control." Phillip said, " Just you wait till later..." I turned red knowing what he meant. Well...I guess I am ready. As long as we use protection we'll be fine...Right? I sighed forgetting it as I chased Phillip in the water, we built a huge sand castle and we got back to the dorm as I sighed taking a shower rinsing my hair and began to wash it with shampoo and conditioner. I felt arms around my bare waist as I blushed turning around and there stood Phillip. I turned as red as a tomatoe as he said, " Didja remember what I said earlier? " I nodded blushing since he wasn't wearing anything. He laughed said, " You can look." I said, " I don't want to. " as I began to wash myself turning back around. Phillip said, " You got a pretty body." I said, "Shut up! " He laughed kissing my neck as I felt my mind go on auto pilot as I let my hands run free as I kissed his neck as his hands explored my body as I nearly let out a soft moan.
Umm....light smut here.. this is my first time writing this....oh geesh...skip if you like.

As after we took a shower he laid me on the bed as I felt him plant kisses all over me as I looked up at him as I said, " D-don't stop P-Pip." He said, " Well, it'll be painful. Tell me when to stop mmkay?" I gulped realizing I still had my virginity as I asked, " Do ya have protection?" He nodded. I don't want kids yet. Maybe after I graduate again... he spread my legs kissing up to my thighs as I felt my adrenaline kick in as I felt it go inside me as I let out a small moan realizing hot tears were leaving my eyes.....And we know what happened next.....

We laid down next to eachother panting as I gulped. I asked, " Did we what I think we did?" Phillip said, " Yeah." I rolled over to him giving him a long kiss as he rubbed his hands up and down my waist. I fell asleep just like that.