My Love, My Life

Planning

Theodosias P.O.V

I woke up feeling really cold as I realized that I wasn't wearing anything and then remembered what we did last night. OMG, am I pregnant?  Nooo. We used protection I can't be. Not yet at least....Then...I sighed realizing I was really sore. Phillip was still asleep. I realized it was Saturday as I didn't have classes. So, I decided to visit Dad. I leant over to Phillip gently giving him a long gentle kiss. I pulled on a black bra, and undies as I walked into my room and went to the closet. It was Fall so it was cold and windy out. I chose a pretty outfit which was:

This is what she's wearing.

I sighed as I pulled on Phillips sweatshirt smelling his cinnamon scent as I smiled. I pulled the blanket on Phillip kissing his forehead as I tucked a strand behind his ear and whispered," I love you. " I turned and slung my mini bag on my back as I walked out gently closing the door behind me. I went into my car which was:

This thing. I like it. it looks like something from the future. Yes, Theo is crazy rich.

I smiled as I slid in and began to drive to Daddys house. I missed that neighborhood. I decided to also visit Mrs Eliza.

A hour later...

I arrived at Daddys house, as I parked the car locking it up as I walked to the front door and knocked. "Hello?" I saw Dad look through the window as he saw me his whole face lit up as he pulled me in. I said, " Hey Daddy!" Daddy cried into my shoulder as I asked, " What's the matter Daddy?" Daddy said, " I thought something happened to you! I don't want anything to happen to you and I saw what happened on the TV. I'm so sorry Theo." I said," It's alright, " Daddy said, "Iwanna see what car you got. You never shown me." I said, " Okay," We walked outside to admire my car. Dad said, " Whaaaattttt........" I laughed said, " Yeah, there she is." Daddy said, " Very...new. like from the future. " I said, " Yeah, thanks." Daddy said, "Don't tell me your broke." I said, "No. My money is fine." Daddy said, " Good! Well, what are you here for?" I said," Well, to hang out with you, and I also came to visit Mrs Hamilton. " Daddy said, " A'ight. Well, what do you want to do with me today? " I said," Hmmm. I don't know. " Daddy said, " Okay. " I said, " And, I also need some...advice." We were inside in the living room as Daddy sat in his comfy chair that was nex to the fireplace as I was sitting on the couch. Daddy asked," What about?" I said," The protesting. And what the officer did. What should I do?" Daddy was silent probably thinking as he said, " Umm...I'm no girl, but I'll say a comeback. Maybe join the protesting? I actually am not really sure." I said, " Well, can I just talk. Like, an activist?"

Daddy said, " Your going to have to talk to a professional, cause I ain't no professional. " I sighed shrugging said, " All of this is just so...overwhelming. what would Mommy do?" Daddy thought for a second said, " She'd...speak out." I said, " I feel...like it isn't doing anything though." Daddy said, " It is, it may not look like it but, it is definitely changing things." I said, " Okay." Me and Daddy continued talking then we watched a movie. After that, I decided to visit Mrs Hamilton. I said, " Daddy, I'm going to visit Mrs Hamilton now..." Daddy said, " Alright. See you later Squirt. " I said, " Bye Daddy. " I gave him a hug and walked out to my car and drove to the Hamiltons house. "Hello?" I knocked on the door as it opened as I looked down. There was William he asked, " Hey Theodosia, whatcha here for?" I said, " I'm just here to talk to your mother." He stepped aside said," Okay come on in!" He gave me a hug and skipped away. I laughed as Mrs Hamilton was in the kitchen wearing a apron as she said, " Oh hello Theodosia! It's a surprise to see you again. How's Phillip doing?" I said, " He's doing great. We're doing great. C-can I talk to you? " Mrs Hamilton said, " Okay." She cleaned her hands on a rag and took off her apron as we sat down in the living room, as she asked, " What's on your mind?" I said, " Children." She widened her eyes asked, " What about them?" I asked, " Umm. Well, I'm not pregnant but me and Phillip did do... it. Anyway, what's the first thing I expect when I'm...with child?" She laughed said, " I figured you'd come to me for help. Anyway, you'd throw up first thing. Then your weight will change and you'll be craving food you never craved before, you'll feel weird and when you reach six or seven months you'll get a baby bump since the baby inside of you is growing. Anyway, care for you self or Phillip will, and don't drink or smoke or anything. That'll hurt the baby and you need to keep it healthy and make sure you are healthy. I advise you to plan to have children after college. Personally, all the work will just be to much and you'll begin stressing out and stress is bad for the baby. And, you'll feel a lot of kicking at least eight months in. When your water breaks, that means it's time for you to deliver. You'll be in labor by than so when your water breaks go to the hospital immediately. Anyway, why?" I pursed my lip since I said, " Well.... since me and Phillip did it  I thought I'd be pregnant even though we used protection." Mrs Eliza said, " Protection doesn't always work. How did you feel when you woke up?" I said, " Very sore..." Mrs Eliza said, " That usually happens after...that. but you'll feel better later on." I gave her a hug said, " Thank you Eliza." She smiled said, " Of course Theodosia. I'm always here whenever you'll need me." I said, " Thank you. I'm kind of reconsidering my thoughts on children." Eliza said, " Well, you have to be married first." I blushed said, " Oh. Right...Anyway, I gotta go, Phillip might be wondering where I'm at. Bye Eliza." Mrs Eliza said, " Bye." I sighed and got in the car and drove back to the dorm thinking about  becoming an activist and possibly children....Well...I'm only a Senior. I haven't gotten much time. But the new year just is ending. I luckily only have two months left. Welp. I have some time to consider. But I already want to be an activist. And a harpist. Duh.