(Completed) Mr. Kim

28 Twenty-eight

Namjoon was my step brother.
Well, used to be.
My dad before I killed him, had a second wife, that being Namjoon's mom.

I never talked to him, not until I accidentally found out at 15.
We clicked, but fell apart once again after I disappeared.

We were sat across from each other in his kitchen, the house dead silent.
"Jungkook."
I closed my eyes tightly.
"I know, I'm sorry. I'm so sorry! I-I shouldn't have come, but I'm slowly losing my mind!! I can't control it!"

"Control what!! You never told me!! So tell me now!! What is holding you back!! Why are you even losing control!! What's becoming out of control Jungkook!!"

I looked down.
I knew he was going to react like this.
"My sanity...." I said calmly.
I heard him sigh.

"You know that the fucking asylum didn't help, nothing did. I still had my demons, hiding behind all of that fucking medication. In soon to be time they were going to come back after their long rested sleep once I was released."

I looked up. Namjoon was looking at me intensely, trying to figure me out, trying to read me.
I chuckled.
"You know, you and Mr. Kim are practically the same."
He raised an eyebrow.
"Mr. Kim."

"Don't act stupid. He's the only one who ever approached me properly ever since I came here, besides Sana and like one other person. You both have that same determination, trying to slowly figure me out. You won't find anything at all, your search would end up in nothing, nothing at all."

A frown started to build up on his face.
Feeling slightly refreshed, I stood up.
"Thanks. Even though we didn't do much, I feel practically normal now. This was a one time thing, so don't even try it. I'll see you in class."

Moving away from Namjoon and the table, I felt my anxiety start to fade away, the overcoming emotions.

I felt my expression fade to none, and that made me happy.
I'm back to my old self after all.

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Mr. Kim stopped me in the hall.
"Jungkook, please, come to me for anything ok?"
I scoff at him.
"Just because I cried wolf on your shoulder before doesn't mean you're going to fix me."
"Wait Jungkook-"

"Just call me by my last name like you do to everyone else Mr. Kim. Tell me, why am I so special to you? You just suddenly appear into my life when I transferred here like you know me! Are you, stalking me Mr. Kim?"

He started to turn red, and I knew I caught him red handed.
"You like to take secret pictures of me when I'm naked huh? You like to watch as I undress myself of my clothes to get in the shower. You just love to-"

"Ok I get it!! But I've never stalked you, I never will." Watching his expression, I couldn't tell if he was lying or not.

"Doesn't matter if you do or not Mr. Kim, I'm still watching you."

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Lynn~~