I haven't seen Taehyung in days, and I was glad about that. My nightmares have became worse, making me start to think even more that it was my reality.
My control over my favorite weapon has began to slip, a few cuts on my hands to prove it.
I was absolutely loosing it.
My psychiatrist can't help me, but I still go anyway. I like talking to her. I want to get to know her better before I end up dying by my own hands.
Talking about her, today was the last ay that I was going to go see her. In a few days, I was prepared to die. Not purposely, but my future was going to shatter.
I walked into her office normally, sitting down across from her as I waited for her to finish the obvious paperwork she was doing.
After a couple of minutes she looked up and smiled at me. I smile back. My bunny teeth showing, I was showing her a genuine smile.
"So Jungkook, has your habits died down a little bit?" I'm still smiling. "Yes, it has," I say, lying straight through my teeth.
"The stress ball you've given me has really helped."
She nods.
"Mrs. Yang?" She looks back up at me. "You've helped me a lot," lies. "And because of that, this is my last day. I'm not staying for this entire last session. You've honestly helped me recover, helping my habits lower to a little to none." Complete bullshit.
She stares across from me in shock.
"I have haven't I?" No you haven't.
"This is good news for you Jungkook." Mhm, no. "Before you tell me your goodbyes, there's something that I have to tell you." I raise a questioning eyebrows.
"That is?"
She takes a deep breath, worrying me. She doesn't take deep breaths like that. Something must be wrong.
Mrs. Yan-"
"Your family." I grow even more confused.
"Your mother, father, your sister."
My eyes narrow. How do you know that? I never told you that, nor is it in the fucking files."
She stays quiet.
"Who the hell are you Mrs. Yang." I state, not asking. She sighs.
"Allí Jeon." My world stops. Did she just say, my sisters name? She doesn't seem to be lying, only nervousness on her face.
"Allí?" I ask in a hushed whisper.
"That girl, that girl I once was." She whispered, tears in her eyes. I looked at her with hatred.
"How dare you!" I yell at her, walking out of the room with a slam of the door.
I stomp out of the building, now more than ever sure as hell that I'm not going back there.
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