(Completed) Mr. Kim

56 Fifty-six

I stared at Taehyung intensely, my eyes never leaving his, even when he's not looking at me.
"Is there something on my face Jungkook? You keep staring at me really hard."

I don't answer, my eyes still on his.
I then blink, coming out of my trance.
"It's nothing." I say, and I turn away from him, a deep frown on my face.

Damn it.
I can't get it out of my head......
I felt the blood on my hands, my racing heartbeat in my ears.
I closed my eyes and breathed in deeply.

You can't Jungkook.
You just can't.
It's not right........
But when have I ever done anything right?

"Jungkook, you've been acting weird lately. Is everything, you know, alright?"
Tears of frustration started to form, but I quickly blinked them away.
"I need to go to my session."
"Jungkook just-"

I slammed the door shut behind me and I started to run. I didn't care if I didn't take the car, I just needed to be away from Taehyung. I couldn't be around him with these thoughts in my head.

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I sat in the comfy chairs with tears rolling down my cheeks, my head in my lap as I cried. Mrs. Yang was hovering over me, her olive colored hand rubbing my back gently.

"It's ok to cry, you need to let it out sometimes." My shoulders shook gently as I recalled so many things in my life that I did wrong.

"Mrs. Yang, I don't want to go to jail, I don't want to die......." Mrs. Yangs hand froze, but then it continued gently.

"Jungkook, you won't die. I'll protect you. I won't let anyone take you away again......."

"I know you won't, but still, you can't protect me alone. I'm a killer, a monster!! I even thought....."

"No need to relive it Jungkookie. Just take a sweet little nap here ok? I'll cancel my other patients for tomorrow, you're more important."

I sniffed lightly, looking upward as Mrs. Yang walks over to her desk.
"Mrs. Yang, why do you treat me so differently than the other patients. I mean, you haven't called the police after I told you that I kill people."

Mrs. Yang takes on a sharp breath, then wearing a sad expression afterwards.
"You remind me of someone special that I was close with years ago. I did something terrible, and I don't want to repeat that mistake."

She looks so sad.
"I bet that person wants to see you again."
Her eyes start to water.
"No. They don't want to see me, ever. They hate me."
I watch as she tries to keep her composure, but she fails, falling to the floor sobbing.

I run to her and wrap my arms around her.
I know best that a facade can be broken, even with a single touch.

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Lynn~~