(Completed) Mr. Kim

Sixty-three 63

Jungkook's Pov

"Get me a beer okay?" I nod, not wanting to get on his bad side. I hurriedly walk to the kitchen, my eyes catching the mirror on the wall, also catching my face that always disgusted me in the most horrid ways.

I touch my cheek, my hand gripped into a fist. My mark was on display, making me look at it in disgust. Lucas says that I shouldn't wear make up. He doesn't want me to cover up the thing that brought us together.

I knew he lied about that statement. He only wanted me to look at myself with self hatred without anything blocking the cause, like makeup. He didn't want me to feel happy about what brought us together, he wanted me to feel disgust and nothing but disgust.

My face is neutral, no given emotion on it. There hasn't been any kind of emotion on it for the past three years really.
I'm back to my old self, minus the old snarky remarks I used to make whenever people would bother me.

The only words that come out of my mouth are yes sir, sorry sir, no sir, thank you sir, or you're welcome sir.
Words other than that earned five burn marks. Lucas wanted me to be obedient to him, never speaking out about how I was treated. That's how it's been for the past three years, ever since I moved in.
Not wanting to waste much time, a grabbed a cold beer from the fridge, the one brand that he always liked.

My stomach growled, but I ignored it.
I walked back into the living room, internally feeling disgust as I look at his beer belly. He's not looking at me, his hand held outwards. Of course he's not looking at me. He doesn't care what I look like, he only wants a stupid maid to order around and to do things for him.

I place the drink in his hand, my breathing staring to become heavy. I close my eyes, turning around with a deep breath. I couldn't, I couldn't do it. It's not the right moment, time, place....

I open them again, walking into the kitchen with a dark look. If he saw my face that would've been another mark on my already bruised skin. One day. One day I'll kill him. One day his guts will be all on this very floor. One day.........

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I know it's very short, but I just wanted to give you an insight on what Jungkook's doing!

Lynn~~