Stupid In Love

Chapter 2

Olivia Morgan

I spent the entire night trying to come up of plans on how to destroy Melanie. Naglista pa ako sa papel pero pinunit ko lang din ito because either it's too harsh or it's too ridiculous.

Plano ko sanang ipahiya siya sa klase sa pamamagitan nang naisip kong prank, but I realized that 'pranks' are way too childish and overused at hindi naman kami mga bata para do'n.

Baka ma guidance pa ako, patay na.

I also thought about destroying her life by seducing her ex boyfriend, pero di ko talaga masikmura ang itsura nang lalakeng iyon e. Nakakasuska.

Napuyat pa ako kakaisip lang dito tas sa mismong studies ko nga 'di ko pinaglalaalan ng oras. Well not anymore.

Ipinatong ko na lamang ang pisngi sa kamay at pinilit ang sarili na di makatulog. Inilibot ko rin ang tingin sa paligid para ma distract sa mga bagay bagay.

I'm on my first period/class right now and it's still 8:09a.m. May pitong oras pa'ko dito sa impyerno and my body feels like collapsing.

Damn it. I hate studying. I hate reading. I'm just here for a degree. For a piece of paper and for a good job. And for mommy to be proud of me.

She specifically wanted me to pursue this major. She said she loves philosophy, and she always wanted to work on a university. Pero iba ang oppurtunidad na bumukas para sa kanya, at ayaw naman niya iyong sayangin.

Well. If she wanted to be a professor so bad ba't hindi nalang siya ang mag-aral?

But of course I'm not gonna say that. I'm not disrespectful.

I had a hard time choosing in college because I didn't really wanna go to college in the first place, kaya sinunod ko nalang ang gusto ni mommy.

But my efforts are only the bare minimum. I decided to reward myself more at 'wag masyadong seryosohin ang buhay. What happens, happens. Bahala na si Batman.

Pasado pa rin naman ang ako at 'di naman ako nagbubulakbol.

Unlike Melanie, of course. Na halos 24/7 nag-aaral since grade school. She doesn't even look like a nerd, she looks like a bitchy bookworm.

God. I gotta stop inserting her on my thoughts.

Gusto ko sanang matulog muna nang kaunti since wala pa naman ang subject teacher namin, pero ayoko kaseng napuputol ang tulog kaya pinilit ko nalang ang sariling 'wag pumikit.

Kaunti akong nabuhayan nang makita ko si Montemayor na papasok sa pinto. Mukha siyang nagmamadali and her hair is a bit disheveled.

She's 10 minutes late. Buti nalang at wala siyang gurong nadatnan.

Sayang. It'll be fun to see her get scolded for being late because that usually doesn't happen.

I'll admit. Kahit medyo messy ang buhok at suot ni Melanie ay maganda pa rin siya.

But only the average type of pretty of course! Marami kayang mas maganda pa sa kanya!

Tahimik ko lang siyang pinagmasdan na umupo at inaayos ang buhok. I noticed how her blouse lifted a little while she tied her golden brown hair in a messy bun.

I shook my head and decided to shift my gaze somewhere else instead, bago niya pa mahalata.

But I just can't help myself from staring at her again.

This is definitely because of her witchcraft. Baka ginagayuma niya na rin ako!

"Grabe ka naman makatitig kay Melanie. Matutunaw na siya o,"