13th july 2020
Nobody's really questioned why I'm in my room all day yet. Understandable though considering I do this often. I have this thing about me when my anxiety is bad I hide in my room- not risking even more anxiety attacks then I already get.
It's not bad though, it's nice to be able to get away from everything and everybody. I just sit in my room blasting MCR, TØP and P!ATD to drain the sounds of Princey's and Patton's screaming and singing.
Every now and again, dad knocks on my door to check up on me and gives me cookies since he claims, 'cookies cheer everybody up!'. He's too innocent for this cruel world.
A day closer to the audition- nobody thought how much this would affect me. Well, it's affecting me plenty. Hence why I have shut myself in.
Normally I would be better by tomorrow though. So let's hope that I am.
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Virgil's Journal (Sander Sides | Prinxiety)
FanfictionDr. Picani recommended keeping a journal to help Virgil with his struggles, on the way he finds more help from Princey. (Prinxiety) (Also TW ⚠️) don't read unless you're around 13 please. #1 in prinxiety on 6/1/21 #2 in logicality on 6/1/21