19th july 2020
So recently I have been trying my best to open up, see the key word? TRYING.
I can tell that Princey was proud with the effort I put it, it was honestly refreshing to see someone have faith in someone like me.
I've only gone to him once which was yesterday, here is how it went:
I was overthinking again, but for some reason it was worse this time. Surely enough that landed me into a panic attack- I had no thoughts to tell Roman since I couldn't think. However, I did luckily remember the tactic he used which calmed me down pretty well.
Anyway, once my thoughts got collected I hesitantly texted Princey.
Me: hey ro..
Princey👑: Hello, emo! What do you need?
Me: uh-
Me: i had an attack..Princey👑: Oh shit, is it still going on? Hold on I'm coming to get you.
Me: no
Me: no it's stopped now
Me: just wanted to tell u since u said to let u know and all..
Princey👑: Oh, thank you so much for telling me. That means a lot that you feel like you can trust me.
Me: yeye enough with the sappy shit
Princey👑: Ah! There's the emo I know! Haha, anyway, do you need to wind down? I can come over to your room if you'd like?
Me: no is it okay if we just text
Princey👑: Of course, anything in particular that you want to talk about?
Me: not rlly..
Princey👑: Wanna just send eachother funny memes and tiktoks?
Me: fuck ye
Another hour or two went by of that...
Princey👑: Shoot, look at the time.
Me: ye it's 2am?
Princey👑: Exactly! We need to sleep, you sleep deprived nightmare!
Me: eh u go ahead
Me: i don't sleep
Princey👑: Thats the problem! It gives you more time to overthink and less time to actually sleep.
Princey👑: How much sleep do you even get?..
Me: well i go to sleep at 6/9am and wake up at 1pm but pat sometimes wakes me up at 11 soooo
Princey👑: Holy shit, yeah. We are fixing that. Go to sleep now or else i'll steal your headphones!!!
Me: ugh fine
Princey👑: Good! And don't lie to me because I will be checking on you!
Me: dickhead
Me: but thanks- with helping me
Princey👑: Of course! And thank you for talking to me about this, it means a lot.
Princey👑: Now go to sleep you emo nightmare!
Me: pft fine night princey
Princey👑: Goodnight, hot topic. ❤️
For the first time in ages I actually fell asleep. I didn't even hear Princey come in to check on me since I really needed the sleep.
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